Finally See (Finally Book 1)

Chapter 7 - Rose

When I wake up I find myself asleep on Xavier’s bed with him cuddling up to me from behind. I turn around so that I am facing Xavier and burry my face in his bare chest. Then I feel him kiss on the top of my head. I look up and kiss him and he rolls us over so that I am on my back and he is on top of me.

I wrap my legs around his waist and realize he is in nothing but his boxers. I rub against him and feel his erection get harder. I’m not sure how that is possible since he is already hard.

I drop my legs and cup him inside his boxers. He groans.

“I’d love to do this, but we have school, and my family is home.”

I give a pout with my lips. I feel him lean down and kiss the pout away and then the kiss deepens so much that we don’t realize what we are doing until all our clothes are off and he is inside me. I try not to make any sounds and when I know I can’t hold it in I bite down on his shoulder and use it to muffle my moans.

When he bursts in me he thrusts a couple more times and then I come so hard and fast that it leaves me lightheaded. When he stops thrusting, he leans down and kisses me and stays inside me.

We kiss, no, we devour each other hungrily and passionately. He takes himself out of me and he pulls me into his arms.

“Don’t worry, I’m not leaving, I don’t think it’s possible for me to leave you now considering how much my feelings for you grew so fast in so little time.”

His words make me smile and I kiss him softly. He pulls back when his alarm goes off. I feel him lean over to it and hear the slap of his hand hitting the clock. He sits up and pulls me with him and he dresses me again, and it isn’t because we are running out of time again, it is simply because he likes to dress me. When we are both dressed and showered, I wrap my arms around his neck.

“I love you.” I say before I can stop myself.

Damn myself, you probably just ended up making him want to leave you. Shit.

“I love you, too.” He says, and I swear I am so relieved that I push myself even closer to him, and again don’t know how that’s possible since there is nothing in between us besides our clothes before.

I let go of him and grab my laptop and put it into my backpack and we leave for school.

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For the rest of the week at school there is nothing but homework and note taking for tests next week and the week after. Every night Xavier and I either sleep at his place or mine. We will have sex either before we go to bed, when we wake up in the morning before we leave for school, or both.

Today Mom and I are going to the barbeque Xavier’s mom is planning and when we are getting ready. Well, when Mom is getting us ready, it is the perfect timing for her to bombard me with questions about Xavier and my relationship, and then she has to embarrass me by giving me the “sex talk” and about how protection is important or that I can get pregnant.

I don’t even dare tell her that Xavier and I never used a condom or that we already had sex several times. Besides I am already on birth control because my periods were too irregular, and Mom was worried, so the doctor has me take birth control.

On the drive to Xavier’s house she asks me questions about school, and if I made any other friends. I just tell her that I became a friend of Xavier’s friends but that everyone else either talks to me out of pity or asks me questions like what being blind is like. I tell her that I am ahead in my classes, thanks to school back home we already went over most of these subjects that we are going over now.