Angel(s) in Disguise (MikaYuu)

CH 46

Third person point of view:

   Yuuichiro is really mad. Furious, even. The cause? Of course it is none other than Mikael. Once again, the blonde isolates himself from Yuuichiro and the raven is so fucking sick of it.

   Mikael even promised, and Yuuichiro doesn't know what measure can he take in order to make the blonde, he doesn't know, don't avoid him? Yuuichiro had tried confrontation, but Mikael never actually answer his question. The smart bastard is too smart for his own good. The conversation was about Mikael at first, but when it ended, the topic changed to Yuuichiro.

It doesn't make any fucking sense.

   Other than confrontation, Yuuichiro also had tried the push and pull trick, which is kind of mean of him as it is a manipulation trick but he would like to at least give it a try. Mikael is like a wall made of steel, or the Great Wall of China. He is invincible. Like literally, what the hell. Even with the push and pull trick, Mikael manages to act unfazed. Like it all does not matter to him.

   One second Mikael is strangers with him, the next he is like the person who cares for Yuuichiro the most and after that he is back to being strangers with Yuuichiro. If Mikael thinks he will get away with it, Yuuichiro is about to prove him that he is absolutely fucking wrong.

   Yuuichiro even considered if Mikael is actually using the push and pull thing too; if the blonde is actually trying to manipulate him into whatever the hell he wants the raven to do. Yuuichiro can't quite guess his intention. Because really, why would Mikael even do that? Even so, the raven is really going to find out and this time, Mikael is not slipping away from him the same way sand will slip away from your grasp the harder you try hold it.

   He will get answers, and the bastard actually gets the nerves to break their promise. Yuuichiro will let his curiosity gets the best of him once again, and he will ask about the kiss. The promise is also a deal, when one is broken the other shatters too. And that's exactly how it works.

Mikael is practically begging for this mess to be thrown upon him, and he should have known Yuuichiro is not someone he should play his little game with.

   Green eyes scans outside of his room, searching for a certain blonde hair silhouette. Not around his area, it seems. And because of that, he strolls downstairs only to find Mikael at his front door, about to get out. Yuuichiro scowls, in anger mainly.

  "And where do you think you are going." Yuuichiro deadpans, marching to get closer to Mikael. The blonde turns to him, clueless and very much confused thank you. He raises a questioning eyebrow to the raven who is now standing beside him, glaring intensely like he had done something really bad.

  "I'm going to go on a walk?" Mikael tries, but Yuuichiro only narrow his eyes more. The raven doesn't say a word, and it makes Mikael really uncomfortable. "Why?" The blonde asks nervously. Like, what had he done this time?

   "We have to talk." Yuuichiro states sternly, which make Mikael cringes. The blonde decides that he hates that phrase most, it brings up more anxiety than necessary and apprehension is not even a necessity to begin with.

   "Can't that wait? I really need this walk." He tries to reason but Yuuichiro doesn't look like he is to cooperate with whatever Mikael is implying. The raven just stares relentlessly at him, and Mikael is having none of it. His eye twitches irritatedly.

   "Well if you are not going to talk, i am going still. See you later." The blonde waves him off like some kind of fly, or mosquito, before opening the door and slamming it shut to Yuuichiro's face. Heat rises to Yuuichiro's face, and his ears feel like there is steam coming out of it. The audacity Mikael holds; the blonde is so going to get it.

   Yuuichiro slip on his own shoes before also walking out of the door, spotting Mikael just opening the fence gate which is not far at all from Yuuichiro's current location. The raven follows Mikael wordlessly, scowling all the way as he does.

   The blonde steals quick glance from his uninvited seemingly angry green eyed companion before sighing. "Okay, seriously. What is this about, you are starting to get on my nerves." Mikael voices as he frowns, facing Yuuichiro. The raven scoffs.

   "I finally exist now, huh? My, i feel honored dear great Mikael. Should i bow down to your feet too now?" Yuuichiro mockingly asks, which Mikael scrunch his eyebrow to. "What the hell?" The blonde speaks his mind, but Yuuichiro gives no shit to that.

   "You broke our promise. And that broke our deal too. But firstly, tell me why are you avoiding me this time." Yuuichiro demands. Mikael's lips parted, failing to believe the scene unfolding right in front of him. The blonde's face turns sour, and his eyes darken. He ignores Yuuichiro, starting to speed walk but the raven hugs his arm, restraining his from going even faster.

   "No. Fuck, no. You are not running away from me this time. You will talk to me, truthfully. And without changing the subject, i will not fall for it." Yuuichiro tells. Mikael turns his head away, distressed and his hand that is free raise, massaging his temple. He takes deep breathes, trying to calm himself down while thoughts run across his mind.

   So that's what it is all about. He is avoiding Yuuichiro again, without even realizing. Or maybe, just maybe, he does realize. It hurts. It just fucking hurts so much. It already did, each time he wakes up feeling the choker hugging his neck tenderly. Mikaela likes Yuuichiro too, he knows. He never take off the choker unless necessary, and that is so unlike him. Much like Yuuichiro, Mikaela is not ones to wear accessories too. Mikael knew that, but he didn't tell Yuuichiro that Mikaela in fact, never fancy anything like a choker.

Perhaps, he never wants Mikaela to like Yuuichiro's gift.

   Yuuichiro told him that the gift is for Mikaela. He didn't care, he acted, pretended that the gift was his. But when he finds out that Mikaela wears the choker for Yuuichiro's sake when he actually despises it, Mikael knew he had lose.

   Mikael is tired of pretending that he is the main character. He is hurt, but no one understands how he actually feels. Not even Yuuichiro. He swears that he doesn't intend to avoid Yuuichiro. Not again. But when he knows about their relationship now from Mika happily skipping about it, he can't help but repeat the same cycle. Mikael is tired of lying to himself.

He is tired of thinking that Yuuichiro is his, when the raven is clearly not.