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"Rose B.lue."
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Rose's POV
"I'm sorry, Tiff, I really thought she would keep the end of her promise." I had really believed in Dahyun at one point in my life, even though Tiffany had specifically warned me in doing so.
I knew very well that she was upset when me and Bang Chan decided to patch things up together with such deal, she only wanted us to be safe and have no problems in the future.
I never once and probably will have any sort of hatred for Tiffany in my blood, I always knew that she had been doing this for our safety, that was why I always tried to follow in her footsteps. Trusting in the fact that she was always making the team and our lives a priority, I wouldn't even dare question her...until I decided to give love a chance, of course.
"I'm surprised you even gave her a chance to prove herself, now this is the price you have to pay."
"Be grateful you didn't have to pay off a higher debt." she tried to put this situation on a lighter note, yet it really wasn't working in her favor.
"I'm now a bit confused in what exactly I should do next; I tried my best to not cause a scene, but I still think I caused some sort of impact in their relationship."
"Isn't that what you wanted, Rose? Don't you want her to realize the terrible mistake she has been doing?"
"Of course I do, it's the reason why I even accepted such deal in the first place." as soon as those lies escaped my lips, I could see a pleased smile on her face, which was the exact reaction I wanted her to have. That was what I always wanted people to believe
"Then tell me...did you ever even fall for that guy? Seems like you only did it out of pressure and for Dahyun's sake." That was the type of question that I always wanted to be asked and even though it still sounds insane for me to this day, I wanted people to question it, for I myself couldn't admit to such claim.
I knew by loving a man, I would disappoint everyone who I deeply cared and loved; My fans, my members and even my own self, I couldn't let them down in such way. I just couldn't afford that, nor could I even bare to see their reactions
And I knew very well, that by loving a man, meant that I was selfish enough to risk someone's life for my own personal gains; I wasn't about put Chan's life on the line, just because his brain didn't wrap the idea of himself dying because of me, in his head.
"No, I never have and I never will and you know very well that I only did it to prove a point." her smile grew bigger and bigger and that's when I knew I was being used, yet I just didn't care anymore.
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