I Am NOT A Hero

Chapter 1: Where the hell am i?

Ok.....

Where the hell am I?

I sit up and scratched my neck before looking around to see that.....I'm in the middle of grass? And Sun begins to set.
Where the hell is this?

The Last time I was on sleeping on my bed and now I woke up in the middle of nowhere?

This is a dream, right?
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I pinch myself on the cheek and it hurt......

Oh no...

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this is not a freaking DREAM!!
I stand up and look at my right side...is a forest in distance. the wind blowing my body I can feel the chill of it.

Yeah, this is not a dream. I sigh, wondering about what to do for now...

I wonder how did I get here? Am I reincarnated or transmigrated? Am i kidnapped? I don't know.

Seriously? Crap, What I'm supposed to do?! AAAAAA-

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After Calming myself down by taking a few deep breaths, I still wonder...How the f*ck did I get here?! But...

I shook that off of my mind. For now, I need to find food and water or anything useful so that I can survive.

I walk in the forest looking for a river and planning to stay there for a while, why? Because it will be easy to get water source and food which is a fish...hopefully, I can find one. I don't know anything about survival but I'll do what I need to survive.

On the way to find my objective, I don't know why that I feel a slight tug feeling like I want to get out in my body.

And also...

I realized that I have a small bag on my waist which is filled with...ashes?

Wait...That dream was true then. My parents want me to scatter their ashes on the highest peak of the mountain of the world, but I don't know where is it nor how I'll do it.

And what's the purpose of it.

I just let it be for now Since I need something to do about this sudden transmigrated or reincarnated?.

I still remember when my mother hugged me tightly to protect me from a car crash.

yeah, They died because of a car incident. But I somehow still survived and someone took me to the orphanage. And there I hope to get more friends to play with and get a better life and I did but.....some of them is a bully and some of them didn't care. Heck, even the caretaker didn't give a f*ck about them.

Reality is often disappointing, huh? I shook that thought off of my mind and begin my...journey.

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Now I have found the river and I was lucky to not get into any obstacle like get chased by some beast or any harm but...it's still in the middle of dense forest. I also happen to find a rusty knife which is now clean because I wash it with water and honed it with a rock. It's not sharp but hey at least I get a bit of protection.

I sit down, eating some berry that I took before on my way to find this river, and luckily....it's not poisonous.

I didn't fish because it's now dark which can be dangerous especially I don't know where I am and what kind of creature would be appeared in this forest.

I need to be careful now. Some beast or people may try to harm me.

And that tug feeling still bugging me...ugh.