I want you to keep it (DracoXreader) 18+ smut

Chapter 21

The morning came a lot sooner then any part of me wanted to admit. The sun was fighting through the drawn curtains stinging for our attention. We refused to pay it any mind though, I had been laying my head on Draco's naked chest for what seemed like seconds but I knew it had been hours. I couldn't stop letting my fingers slowly dance over every crevice from his pecks, up to his shoulder, then all the way down his arm. He couldn't seem to control his hand either as it had been exploring all over my naked back delicately and following the morning curls of my hair.

We both knew this couldn't last forever and that one of us had to break, I thought about it and almost did make an attempt to get up but I never could get my body or mouth to move. Draco started fidgeting under me, I knew he was building up the courage to ruin our special moment.

I shut my eyes letting my hand flatten out on his chest pretending I had fallen asleep. He took a sharp breath before speaking "y/n?" He questioned but I didn't answer, I hoped if I pretended to be asleep he'd let us stay like this "I hate to say it darling but we need to get up, everyone arrives this evening" he lifted my hand off his chest and kissed it gently on the knuckles at first, then the tips of my three middle fingers, then the palm of my hand. Once he let go I let my hand go limp against his chest again, I wasn't gonna make this easy for him.

He took a deep breath in and leant down to place a kiss on my head "I love you" he whispered before the kiss. At least I think he did, for a moment I was convinced I had actually fallen asleep and dreamt it. Was this the first time he'd said it, did he say it a lot while he thought I was asleep. How many I love yous had I missed while dreaming about him. My mind spun a web like an unwanted spider forcing its residents apron my brain.

Before I knew it Draco had turned me over onto the other side of the bed and slipped out into the bathroom. When I heard the lock of the door click I shot up. My breathing was uncontrollable, placing my hand on my chest I slowly collected what was left of my thoughts and took deep breaths in and out.

Why didn't I say anything, i had been so caught up in shock I didn't say anything. Was I really that good an actress that he thought I was asleep or did he want me to know. Pushing my hands through my hair I gripped on at the base of my hairs holding in my emotions. You don't tell someone you love them while they are asleep unless you hoped they'd hear right?

God I didn't know, but at least this explained his weird behaviour. How he'd started looking at me like how I imagine his mother looks at a rare flower she'd managed to give life to. Precious, like if he blinked wrong he'd lose me. Truly mesmerised and now I understand, he wasn't mesmerised by me specifically he was shocked at his own feelings when he looked at me and probably felt unworthy of me if I knew Draco right, and I did know him.

I didn't even say it back, good I felt stupid, but honestly I'm glad he thought I was asleep, therefore I didn't have to say anything. Now I could work out every thing in my own time with out hurting his feelings and sending him on a spiral.

Shaking all the thought from my head I turned to the side of the bed and let my feet drop to the floor. I stood at the bathroom door and waited a few seconds before turning the handle and slipping in.

I was hit with a cloud of steam and let my weight fall on my back pushing the door shut with a click. There he was, I just stood for a second observing him or the parts of him I could see through the fog. He turned to face me letting the water cascade down his body, touching every part of him I wished to touch.

I rubbed my eyes and yawned a bit so he'd think I'd just woken up, making him smirk at me. He placed a hand on the fogged up glass "are you gonna join me or did you just come to watch the show" his deep groggy morning voice made my stomach electrify. I stepped to wards him with a single step letting him stare deep into my eyes. I then turned to the side and grabbed a cloth wiping the steamy mirror "not with that attitude I'm not" I giggled and I heard him scoff out a laugh.