I want you to keep it (DracoXreader) 18+ smut

Chapter 22

I woke up in my own bed. Draco clearly moved me before everyone woke up. I didn't feel the temperature change of the floor when I got up, normally it was a sharp cold strike to my feet. Not this time, I didn't really feel the difference.

Pulling open the curtains my eyes where blinded with white, snow. The entire world looked like a piece of paper. Slipping on a warm pair of leggings and the biggest baggiest jumper I could find I poured my feet into my boots and headed out my room.

I was hesitant at first, to open the door. I didn't know what to say in all honesty, if I saw him. Floating down the corridor I noticed a green glow coming from the living room, just like home. Enzo was sat in front of the fire place, he looked like he was meditating but I didn't have enough time to work out what he was doing before he noticed me.

The green fire shone on his face picking up his dewy morning complexion. We just looked at each other awkwardly for a while before he shifted to the side and patted the floor next to him while looking deep into the fire place. I accepted his offer slowly and lowered myself next to him, crossing my legs like he had done.

We let the silence of the fire wash over us as we thought about things we wanted to say to each other. I couldn't stop looking at him trying to catch his glance, he almost refused to look at me.

Taking a harsh deep breath in I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off "I'm sorry" he whimpered almost, while turning his head to look at me. I could tell he was on the verge of tears "I'm so so fucking sorry y/n" his voice cracked and his glassy eyes looked broken. I looked away back into the fire as I thought deeply about his words and how I wanted to respond.

A deep shaky sigh left my mouth and I turned back to him, placing my hand on his knee "I'm not gonna tell you it's ok, because we both know it's not. But I love you Enzo, I always will. You are part of my family. Did you make a mistake? Yes. Does it still hurt me? Yes. Yes it does and some days I don't even know how to look at myself but I can also understand that I should have been clearer about my feelings towards you sober. Yes we slept together that one time and I'll never regret it and I hope you never do either but I do want you like that. Ever again, not drunk not sober not as revenge. You, Blaise, Theo, Pansy, Asteria you're all Draco has I refuse to ever risk getting in the way of that. The way you touched me in the bathroom was wrong I know and still to this day I don't know if it was because you have feelings or you were hurt about that girl, but I never want to see that side of you again. You'll never treat another girl like that promise me!"

He looked into my eyes like I had just lifted the weight of the world of his shoulders "I promise, I hate that I ever... that I was capable oo-f" he stumble over his words. Giving him and understanding look he took a deep breath "what I did, it scares the shit out of me, I never thought id ever do anything like that. Especially not to you" wrapping my arms around him I got up onto my knees and hugged him. He didn't hug me back at first "you can hug me back" I whispered laughing a little as tears escaped along with my laughter. He wrapped his arms around me and I could hear in his laughter he was crying as well.

We sat back with the green light illuminating our teary giggling faces. That's when I heard Pansy and Draco entire from the hall way. I knew it was them, I didn't need to turn round. Pansy ran up wrapping her arms around me from behind. I span round onto my knees to face her hugging her properly but I couldn't shut my eyes while looking over her shoulder at Draco. He just stood there looking into my eyes. From everyone else's perspective they wouldn't have even thought twice about the look, but I saw flames in his eyes. Burning, like how I burnt for him. It was almost an aching feeling, I didn't really know how to put it into words.

Pansy pulled away so I could fully admire her beautiful grin "because you are such an amazing friend, I am going to make you breakfast. For the rest of our time here I will not let you lift a finger, you've done so much for us" her smile some how made her face glow, I shook my head while trying to hid my smile "I just hung some lights Pansy" a giggle slipped from my mouth "it's not what you physically did, it's the intention behind it" she stood as she spoke and headed for the kitchen swaying her hips. I looked up at Draco and he just looked at the floor and said "I'll help" while rubbing his chin.