She looked beautiful under the morning sunlight. Her bare back glistened with the golden light that streamed through the cracks of the curtains. Her hair sprawled out on the pillow peaked my interest, every delicate soft curl begged me to touch it. I refused the invitation. I let my guilty eyes caress her instead. There was only one way I could ensure everyone's happiness and that was to find y/n someone. Someone that the wizard trusted but was kind, that touched her heart softly. My parents would agree to me and Rose and no one needed to be hurt.
It's not like y/n still loved me, I'd treated her so poorly since that moment, there was no chance in hell she'd ever open her heart to me again. So at least I wouldn't break her heart with this plan. Rose on the other hand, it would crush her. Maybe I cared slightly about Rose but it was mostly out of convenience and curiosity. My parents approved and she was no where near as high maintenance as Eris, plus y/n liked her.
Y/n turned onto her side in her sleep, her back facing me. The light silhouetting her. I wanted to pull her in, to hold her, but my hands felt dirty. She had such smooth soft clean skin, from her shower before she slipped into sleep. she always smelt like fresh geranium flowers that had just bloomed. That was her natural scent anyways. her perfume was more of a musky jasmine, Sweet but sensual. I liked both but I preferred her like this, natural, comfortable.
She turned again, this time onto her back gently stirring from sleep. She huffed then let out a frustrated groan finally turning over to look at me "I can't get back to sleep" she grumbled shutting her eyes again. I sat up slowly and stretched, feeling the warm sunlight on my chest "maybe that's because it's time to get up" turning away from her I stood and felt my joggers slip low on my hips "but I don't want to" she grumbled as I made my way to the sink in the bathroom "luckily you don't have to. We don't have plans until this evening so you can do what you like" twisting the tap it squeaked then flushed out water into my hands and splashed it against my face.
She seemed to perk up because when I looked back at the bed she was sat up clutching the sheets to her chest "wait what are you doing?" Well she was awake now "I have business to deal with. I know my mother would appreciate company at lunch but other then that the day is yours" leaning over I switching the shower to a steaming hot and I silently heard y/n creep out of bed. Stripping off i stepped under the stream of water letting it warm my skin.
Her light footsteps entered the bathroom, I glanced back to watch her slip up onto the counter top. Her eyes were ravenously roaming my body. I stayed facing away from her, I couldn't bring myself to be admired fully by her "so do you mean do what I like from the captivity of your room or..." her attitude poisoned the steam around us, with a huff I lent my hand on the wall watching the water swirl round the drain "you can do what you like, the house is yours as much as it is mine. Narcissa is the only other person in the house" I could tell she wasn't overly pleased with my answer "so do you have more Whore fuelled meetings to attend"
Y/ns POV:
He groaned deeply then lent his head back to the source of the water pouring down every distinct line of his toned muscles "shut the fuck up y/n, for fuck sakes" he shook the water through his hair "so that's a yes. Go out and have your fun in the day then come home to me. You know that saying people use 'you can't have your cake and eat it..." I went to rip into him some more but he stopped me "I swear to the fucking gods y/n get your arse in here" he didn't turn to me but I did as he said. Slipping from the counter I pushed down my underwear and stepped into the shower cautiously. That small fabric I call underwear was the only thing covering me yet I some how felt more exposed. Bringing my forearms up to my chest trying to cover my full breasts.He didn't turn to me. So I shut the glass door incapsulating us in thick steam. Droplets started collecting on his shoulders and running in streams down his back, like my nails had done many times before. There weren't even faint lines anymore that's how long it had been. Good I thought, but some part of me didn't mean it.
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Fiksi PenggemarThis story is about y/n who joins Hogwarts in year 4 and struggles to find her identity and become more then her traumatic past. WARNING- this is a smut fan fiction so it does contain very graphic sexual scenes and also a lot of possibly triggering...