I want you to keep it (DracoXreader) 18+ smut

chapter 26 - Unrequited

my head pounded. my eyebrows knitted together and i rubbed my eyes. a strand of hair was pushed back behind my ear. my eyes shot open but i quickly squinted them again as the morning light stung. Pansys scent filled my lungs. she brushed my hair behind my ear again "how you feeling beautiful" a smile tickled my lips, i couldn't stop it even if i wanted to. she had that effect on me. she was laying next to me but leaning over, hovering above me "like shit" i admitted "well unfortunately you decided to go all out on a school night"

she giggled, nothing matched her laugh "ugh ok let me just get up" i mumbled, she handed me a glass of water "i've already set out your outfit so all you have to do is put it on and, well brush your hair hopefully" she laughed picking up a section of my hair unable to run her hand through it.

she stayed with me while i got ready, i told her if she wanted to go see that guy then i was fine with it, but she stayed. she had picked out a green long sleeved crop top with a black skater skirt, tights and thigh high black socks. i paired it with simple black ankle boots.

we made it to the grand hall just as the food appeared. i don't know how we made it on time as i spent so long on my make up, but we did. i noticed hermione walking towards me from the gryffindor table. still stood at the entrance i quickly turned to Pansy "would you save my seat ill be over in a sec" she reluctantly agreed and left just before hermione met me.

she looked me up and down at first "wow you look stunning today, i heard you had quite a night. i half expected you to show up in a pair of joggers looking hungover as... well being a slytherin you wouldn't i guess" she laughed shyly.

"any ways could i talk to you in the hallway" i nodded and she grabbed my hand leading me out the door and round the corner. we stood in the quiet hall just looking at each other "i was wondering if you wanted to come to a gryffindor party tomorrow night, i know you're really hungover and stuff so probably dont want to hear the word party but i just thought it would be nice-" i grabbed her shoulder bringing her back to reality "i would love too, its a date" i grabbed her hand rubbing the top of her knuckles "you can bring someone with you if you want, a friend or two" i took a few steps back pulling her with me until my back hit the wall. i threw her hand up so it was flat in the air, my finger tips travelled up from her elbow tickling the palm of her hand then interlocking our fingers.

she then slipped her hand round my waist pulling me in, her breath fanned my face and her perfect lips were parted but i spoke first "mionie, my life is extremely complicated at the moment and i-" she giggled stopping me in my sentence "y/n, everything about my life is complicated, from my friends to my muggle family. im not asking you to marry me" she laughed "im not asking for anything from you, just like how you aren't asking anything from me. you're my friend and i like that but i don't wanna draw any lines or put any restrictions on anything"

nothing else came from my moment with her, i don't exactly know what happened to make her be so spontaneous with me which is very out of character for her but i was kind of ok with it. im single i can do what and who i like.

sitting with everyone eating breakfast i couldn't take my mind of her "y/n top up my glass will you love" Draco tapped his finger on the top of his glass. i didn't even need to think i shot up grabbing the jug of orange juice and leaning over the table filling his glass. he smiled at me gently, then rubbed his jaw. i couldn't wipe the smile off my face, it felt good, pleasing him. sitting back down leaning my arms on the table i just smiled down at my empty plate. taking a glance up was when i noticed every one looking at me, like id just run Theos toad over. screwing my face up i dashed my eye line between all of them "what!" the frustration in my voice matched how i felt.

no one said anything, they just started exchanging looks, thats when i noticed Draco. he had his elbows lent on the table with his hands balled together hiding his smirk behind his thumbs. i just did what he said... i didn't even flinch, i liked it. was that the potion or was i falling into old habits. pushing my hands against the table i forced myself to a stand still looking down at my plate. i had to find Rose.