Chapter 24

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six months. a whole six month had passed, 31 long days followed by 28, 31, 30, 31 and then 30. 181 days in total. after spending what felt like heaven in the cabin with everyone, Draco leaving made it even that much harder on new years eve, our last day there. he was right i hate to admit it but he was, we should have slowly stopped what we were doing not do everything over and over again in the space of a few weeks.

we were all standing on the platform new years morning, it was still snowing and i hadn't eaten. there had been this sick pit in my stomach that food only irritated. everyone said their goodbyes to him and boarded the train. i was the last to say my goodbyes obviously, but mainly because i didn't know what to say. i didn't want to promise him everything was gonna be ok because nothing was ok about him leaving and i didn't wanna lie to him and pretend that i wasn't hurt.

he wrapped his arms round my waist, holding me for what we both new was the last time, or what could be the last time. we both new when he came back we could both be two very different people, or be with different people.

we'd talked about if we were going to wait for each other, i declared that i wouldn't go near another guy if it wasn't him hoping it would persuade him to agree to visit me knowing it was cruel to leave me unsatied for so long. he quickly brought me back to reality and we agreed we'd not hesitate to start seeing other people. i spat a joke at him about how i was gonna fuck him out of my brain with every guy in sight and he promised he'd think of me if he ever had time to touch another girl with all the work he was doing. he still wouldn't spare me any details about all this 'work' he'd be doing, but that's probably because i gave up asking.

small snowflakes kept falling in his hair, you could barely see them if you weren't looking as close as i was. i pulled on his Slytherin scarf for stability as i balanced on my tip toes letting our lips meet. we got lost, for a moment. a few moments, in this kiss. it was warm, hot even especially compared to the snow and freezing wind swirling around us was. his hand found its place in my hair so he could deepen our kiss. that's when i knew i had to pull away, or else i wouldn't. i'd fall apart right there in his arms and that's the last way i wanted him to remember me.

i picked up my things, smiled back at him and got on the train. i still haven't seen him since. i mean i shouldn't be surprised he literally said this would happen, but i still think about him, thinking one day he'll walk through the grand hall doors all pissed off because we have transfiguration first and it would all be back to normal.

Cedrics kiss was on my cheek, soft and sweet. he sat next to me and smiled at everyone else, the boys genuinely smiled back but Pansy faked her smile at him, she always did. Cedric placed his hand on my thigh and shook it slightly to get my attention, making me realise i had been starring at the grand hall door the whole time "are you gonna eat?" he said. i shook my head "i'm not hungry, i'm a bit stressed i haven't been able to read my tea leaves in divination and i have a test 3rd period" he smiled and lent in whispering in my ear "i think you should eat something, keep your energy up" his hand trailed across my shoulder and tickled my neck making me laugh.

Cedric made me happy, so why was Draco still always on my mind, on my skin. i hated him, i hate him for leaving and i hate him for still being on the tip of every nerve ending i had. he left so why couldn't he leave entirely. i wanted him completely erased from my mind.

placing my hand over Cedrics leading it slightly up the hem of my skirt "i'm starving" my voice was breathy and he knew exactly what i needed. hand in hand we made an excuse to leave and made a fast pace walk out the hall. we didn't even make it to the abandoned boys bathroom before my instincts took over. i had Cedric up against the hall way wall worshipping at my lips. he had my knee up to his hip and his hand was firmly gripped under my thigh. i bit onto his lip and he drew back "you're insane" he whispered into my ear "i'll show you insane" tugging at his hair i started my assault up on his neck, licking and sucking at his neck. feeling his pulse beat against my lip, i clawed at him.

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