I want you to keep it (DracoXreader) 18+ smut

Chapter 8

Anger stings my rib cage holding my aching heart. I sob uncontrollably unable to stay quiet grasping at my hair, soaking my knees with my tears. My blood hurts as it races a mile a minute stinging with fire, I flatten my legs out staring straight ahead of me. The silence let's my mind race as I bring myself to a stand. I grab the box from the cabinet which I know Theo keeps his alcohol in and grab a bottle of fire whiskey. Perching on the sofa, my body stiff, I swig from the bottle refusing to feel I don't wanna feel ever again. So I'm choosing not to I don't care any more about him about myself about anything. Why should I?

The burning of my throat makes me smile slightly, my mind races as I attempt to escape it. I imagine everyone peacefully sleeping, Pansy on her side with on leg out and one hand under her pillow, Theo with only half the sheets covering him, Blaise completely knocked out from the alcohol, Asterias exhausted relaxed body, Enzo dreaming about his Ravenclaw girl. I loved them all so dearly.

Imagining his hands on her body and her lips on his slid into my mind with out permission, how he so easily left me, how his first idea was to go to her, how it effected me so deeply. I hated him I hated everything he did, how he made me feel, everything! I down the rest of the bottle throwing it across the room smashing it against the floor as small sparks of anger peck at me seductively. Then it all goes black everything my over whelming emotions slip away as I close into darkness.

I in hale deeply as it burns my nostrils making me cough out in agony, I try to open my eyes only to be met with a flood of stinging red orange hues burning them. As my hearing adjusts I hear faint hectic screams from students down the hall. Struggling I raise up on one elbow looking towards the girls dorms completely engulfed in flames reflecting fear in my eyes. I sit completely still against the boiling stone floor, staring straight into the forest of heat.

"Y/n!" I hear from behind me as I'm suddenly lifted into strong arms that rushed out from the boys dorms I collapse back into the safe arms unable to process the horrors, I flutter my eyes back into darkness pretending it's all a dream.

The contact of the cold wet gravel strikes my back causing me to shoot awake with a gasp "y/n! Are you ok?" I look up to the man holding me it was Draco, my confused scared expression fades at the sight of him. He cups my chin examining me concerned, I pull him into a tight embrace never wanting to let him go. We stay like that for a while until we were interrupted by an announcement "it is ok to go back in now, please try to get some rest there will be another announcement at breakfast tomorrow with more information" Dumbledore gives us a weak smile then turns re entering the castle followed by teachers.

I dash my eyes back up to Draco as he's gazing back at me, he helps me to my feet and interlocks our fingers walking me back through the castle and to the boys dorms. We enter his room still not having uttered a word to each other as he pulls out a top from his draw, then comes up to me and removes my robe slowly grazing my skin gently. He hands me the top throws my robe to the floor then slips into his side of the bed. I go to his bathroom leaving the door open as I start removing articles of clothing.

As I Chuck my dress to the floor I notice the red markings poking out from under the right side of my bra, I reach behind me fiddling with the strap trying to unhook it as Draco steps into the bathroom making me jump slightly. He pushes my arms down gently and grasps at my bra unhooking it and slowly letting it fall from my arms. I look under my breast and realise what he did with the knife, he takes a damp cloth gently cleaning away the dried blood causing me to flinch. That's when I realised what it said "D.M?" I say looking up at him innocently "so you never forget who you belong to" he whispers staring deep into my eyes.

He gently wraps his hand around mine leading me to his bed, he returns to his side as I slip into mine. I turn on my side watching the blue hues of moon light aluminate his chest perfectly, I was still mad I hadn't forgotten what he'd done. With everything that happened tonight though I just needed him, I shifted right up close to him slipping my leg over him and resting my head on his chest. We stay like that for a moment until he raises his arm slightly as he tightly wraps it around my waist pulling me in tight confirming our shared need for each other.