𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐞

𝐎 𝐮 𝐭 𝐛 𝐮 𝐫 𝐬 𝐭

Third Period

I had made it to my Trigonometry class and Crystal waved me to come over and sit with her. I laughed softly and took the seat beside her and sat down. Just then the teacher came in and told us that she was subbing in for our actual teacher.

She handed out the same papers from other classes then came back around again and gave us a worksheet. I finished fairly early since a lot of my classmates were still working. I asked the sub could I go to the bathroom and she let me go.

On my way to the bathroom I ran into the back of someone and stumbled backwards. That someone was Xavier. He held his hand towards me to help me up. I took his hand and he helped me back up onto my feet. I nodded as a way of thanking him. "Senaii can we talk now?" I shook my head no again.

Xavier let out an exasperated sigh before grabbing my arm and dragging me to the outside garden. I freed my hands and crossed them over my chest. "I have somewhere to be Xavier." I said. Xavier sat me down, "That can wait, we need to talk." I scoffed. "I'm serious Naii Naii. Why are you-" I cut him off.

"Never call me 'Naii Naii' again. You lost that nickname for me a while ago." I said abruptly. Xavier stood up. I stood up with him cause I'm not backing down from this. "Senaii why can't we just-" "Go back to how everything was? You want me to talk as if nothing happened between us?" "Yes. Is that so hard!" Xavier exclaimed.

I burst out laughing. "So you expect me to just forget what happened to me? The pain I had to go through by myself? Not a chance if it means that you'll just end up not having my back again. I learned from that mistake." I shoved past Xavier and went back inside to go back to the bathroom.

Bathroom

I threw the hall pass on the floor and threw my head back in frustration. I wanted to scream so badly. I can't keep pain like this bottled up though. I looked at myself in the mirror with hatred. I screamed at the mirror. I made contact with the mirror, I kept punching until my hand was a bloody pulp.

A teacher rushed in and saw me screaming and my bloody hand. The room slowly began to spin, after that I slipped into an unconscious state. I could hear her faintly telling me to stay awake. But I couldn't. My vision was very blurry. I closed my eyes for what I thought was a moment.

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Hospital

I woke up with a soft ring in my ears. The bright light instantly made me shut my eyes again. I finally re-opened my eyes and saw people looming over me. I fluttered my eyes to have a better look at them since they were a little bit blurry. Soon I seen my mom, Khalil, and Crystal standing over me. "Oh honey you're up." My mom said. I looked around and seen medical instruments, a tv, a monitor beeping, and an IV hooked up to my arm.

"W-what's happening? Why am I in the hospital?" I asked my mom concerned. "Honey you had an 'episode' at school. You started screaming at the mirror and then smashed your hand into it until you almost broke your hand. A teacher rushed in and called 911. They rushed you here soon after and put you on a ventilator."

Had I really had an episode at school? Had I really blacked out? Was I really that careless?

I looked at the bracelet around my wrist. "Mom what's this?" I asked. "Oh, since they think this was an uhm.. ahem.. 'attempt'. They'll have you up under watch for a couple of days, which means you'll be here a couple of days." she hesitantly stated.

Of course..

We talked a little while longer until the doctors said that visiting hours are over. I waved everyone good-bye and rolled over on my side and back off to sleep.

Author's Note- I honestly haven't been that motivated to write since school brings a lot of stress on my plate. I'll try to update more often when I have free time <3 Sorry for the late update.

Love ya'll always <3

-Author