If you... | Jennie Kim X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 29: MISSION TO KILL Y/N

Jennie's POV

Flashback

"As much as I hate him. I'm not gonna do that." Do i really hate him?

"Jennie Kim.. i thought you are smart enough." He scoffed.

He get up from the seat .. walk around the desk before sat on the desk while facing me.
Meanwhile me just stay still like a lost puppy.

"I'm pretty sure you have a reason right now to kill him don't you?" He said while pull my chin up.

Im not sure I hate Choi Y/N or not but the thing is i dont have guts to kill him.

"Nah I wont kill him."

His smile faded.. he crossed his arm on his chest.

"Don't you ever curious.. why out of blue..you have to marry him?"

Thats it.. why?

I just shake my head .. waiting for the answer..

"Once he married you.. he gonna takes everything from you."

"What do you mean?"

"He gonna ruin your life. And he gonna kill your parents too in order to take over your company since you are the only child of Kim and you are a woman not man."

"Nah im not gonna believe it."

"I hope you learn.. what he did to you? Promise to love you but end up leaving you? Do you still believe in him?"

Thats make me realized.. i hve trust issue on him..

On my husband..

Day by day.. I learn his behaviour. I found nothing suspicious. Im not sure is it because I dont have guts to kill him or what..

Or

Mybe..

I still love him?

"Let's just take it slow. Give me time."

"Don't keep on delay what I told you. He might kill your parents first."

I closed my eyes. My heavy heart said "why i agree on this?"

Until one day.. im sure.. very sure.. I love him so much. And i never stop loving him.. its about the trust. He trust on me. Why im not trust on him then? And he told me the reason he killed Taehyung. I should believe on him for the first place than someone that I barely knew.

I knew he act cold sometimes cause he afraid i will push him away like I always did since we married. Deep inside i can feel that he still love me no matter what.

And i gained my courage to walk to Taehyung's father place..

Without hesitation..

I push the door open..

He smile widely maybe he think I already finished Y/N.

"I can't do this." I said while I hand him the gun.

He slammed fist on the desk

"I told you before. Once you start it, finish it. Dont tell me i didnt warn you."

"Yes i knew it. But i'm a human too. I can change my mind. I wanna quit this thing. Thats it."

"You gonna regret later."

I didn't think bout what gonna happen later. But what I wanna think is..

A real comeback with my husband...

End flashback

"Yes I planned to kill you." I said while aiming the gun towards my husband.

I saw his eyes.. full of hurt.. I can't blame him. Thats me the problem right here. Why i even agreed to kill him last time? Useless grudge.

His tears falling while eyeing me. Hurt, pain.

"Now finish him Jennie." Taehyung said while smirking.

My heart shaking.. slowly pull the trigger..

I dont want to do this..

I dont want!

"Well I have an idea." Taehyung said out of sudden.

He walked to Y/N force him to stand up. Hand him the gun.

"Now its interesting." He paused while looked at me with smirk.

He guide Y/N's hand to hold the gun and aiming it at...me?

"Think it back Y/N.. why you have to let this girl alive? After she tried to kill you?"

Taehyung and his father are same. They always trying to build poison to our mind.

"Just remember that Y/N. You almost died anyway. Years ago, you saved her from car crashed right? That make you suffer cancer right now due high impact of your brain injury."

Wha-what? What did i just heard?

Y/N avoid my stare. He stare Taehyung instead. "How the hell you know that?" He gritted.

Taehyung shrugged his shoulder.
"Lets say.. i was the one who drove that car?" Y/N immediately aim the gun to him that make all his men aim the gun to me.

"If you kill me.. Jennie will died too."

"Now you choose...kill me or kill Jennie?"

"And you Jennie.. this is the right time."

I saw hurt on Y/N's eyes..

I killed his father..

I killed his sould now i wanted to kill him too?

He slowly aim the gun towards me..

Taehyung's man force me to aim the gun towards him too..

I saw Y/N smile..

"Jennie.. whatever it is.. my love towards you never faded."

I can't help but to cry. Im the one who ruined his life. Not him ruined mine.

Instead of aiming the gun towards me..

He aim the gun to himself..

Placing the gun to his head..

"NONONO Y/N!! Please no!!"

"Goodbye Jennie.."

*bang*