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chapter 12 ceazy

this is mike and i did something thats porbably really bad one second ago.

i objected at my best friend bellas wedding 29 crying emojis.

trevor is pulling at my jacket trying to get me to sit back dwon but i wont. bella is staring at me very shocked and piss is staining her white dress. dave looks furious like he is going to kick me. all around me everyone is shocked and or criying. fred durst looks like hes about to sing a limp bizmit song how am i the pnly one other than kat and wes who knws limp biszkit. behind me wes borland who bella didnt speak to for some reason says to me "mike tell them why before they kill you"

i take a deep breath. i have explaining to do. "sorry for ruining your guys wedding but i have a lot to say. from the beginning aka like a year or so ago, i was in love with bella. ever since she took that walk with me on the beach. ever since i first kissed her and tasted piss in her mouth. ever since she fell in love with dave instead of me. ive looked at her differently since her relationship with dave, trying to make my feelings at least a little less obvious. but its become so hard to hide it and right when her birthday came up i realized i loved dave just as much. so one night at 5 am i snuck to his house and asked him something. something i would wonder how i had the confidence to ask for the rest of my life. i asked if he would consider loving me, and he said yes.  we had gay sex in the woods in secret for a few months, but it got exhausting for dave to continue with two relationships, so he had a straining decision to consider. he picked between bella and gay sex, and he chose gay sex. he left bella to run into the woods with me, and we had gay sex every day and night. i realized how much i liked men and that i was bisexual with a men preference. fucking asshole is great actually ask trevor. honestly my dick feels better in a mans asshole than in a womans vagina hole. anyways then came the day he came into the forest looking like hed cried for hours. i asked him what was wrong but inside i knew what was coming. he looked at me and told me it was over and that he was going back to bella tomorrow. i could feel myself about to cry but i suppressed it for our last hour of gay sex ever. it was the best gay sex id ever had except for that one time with trevor. i saw bella the next day with him looking so much better than i had ever seen her. she was truly happy and i suddenly felt selfish for taking away so much of her happiness. i decided that for now i would dedicate myself to music and hopefully find someone for myself there. i went to practice with mr bungle and thats when i realized. trevor was the one who asked me if i was okay. he noticed when i was sad. he cared about me. he would be up for gay sex. i finally had someone with no complications and i took advantage of it and made trevor my boyfriend. honestly most of the time i have better gay sex with him than i did with dave. i am truly and honestly completely in love with trevor. yet there is still something in the back of my mind that speaks to me every once in a while. after gay sex with trevor. after a performance with mr bungle. after i suck trevors dick. after i read porn magazines in my bed and masturbate at 3 am. would i be doing something different if bella had loved me. if dave had loved me. sometimes i wonder if i could be capable of something better that i had never even considered. masturbating is good. porn magazines are good. performances with mr bungle are good. sucking trevors dick and fucking him are great. but what if there was something better. what if in an alternate universe i was a trans kid named aurora who is in love with someone who is simultaneously his best friend slash boyfriend and who writes bad fanfics and likes mr bungle. what if i became absolutely famous and a huge celebrity. what if i was having really good sex with trevor right now. i would never know because i havent taken that path. i like how i am now but at this wedding, at this very moment, i want everyone here to know that i have a boner." 

i pulled trevor up and made out with him in front of everyone and yeah he had a boner too. everyone around us started clapping and cheering and they were all sobbing and behind me wes had also started making out with fred. my words had moved everyone and i wanted them to know that everything i had just said was one hundred percent completely and honestly true.