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Chapter 11 | Will

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I don't take long to get ready and head downstairs. Of course; I walk into the kitchen just as Hank's telling Gage about scaring me this morning.

"Cats on his boxers!" 

Hank is laughing all over again and Gage laughs with him his eyes finding mine.

 "Dude! Why do you have cat boxers?"

I cringe because Kade gave them to me as a joke. A joke about how if I was wearing cat boxers he could pretend he liked pussy.

I shake my head "Uh inside joke" 

Gage lifts a brow, but shakes his head "Whatever weirdo" 

I'm thankful when he looks at his phone and jumps up "Shit we gotta go!" 

We all rush to the car, Hank sits in the backseat with me and every time he looks at me he snickers.

 "I don't know what's funnier your boxers or the sound you made when I scared you" 

I roll my eyes "Neither it wasn't that funny" 

He laughs "It really was"

 I shake my head "Next time you sleep over I'm scaring you" 

He gives me a look "Like that's going to happen, I don't get scared" 

I give him a look "Everybody gets scared" 

He shrugs "Not me"

We pull up at his school and he punches my arm "See you later Catboy!" 

I wince my cheeks tinging at the nickname I hope he never calls me again.

"Goodbye Hank" 

He chuckles and walks around the car waving at us, Mason telling him he'll see him later. Next, we pick up Jenna who gives me a look as soon as she gets in the car and it makes my stomach turn. I hadn't texted her back all night. I didn't want to talk about it, I still don't. I know she's going to try and if I don't talk she'll go into supportive friend mode which is almost worse. I don't want to be pitied. I want someone to tell me I'm stupid, to tell me it's never going to happen and even if it crushes me to hear it to tell me I need to give up on Mason, but no one's going to tell me that. And even if they did I doubt it would work. Mason haunts me day and night maybe I need an exorcism to get over him. I shake my head at the absurdity of my own thoughts and focus on the road. 

Once we get to school I know it's going to be a shitty day because it starts to rain and when it rains Jenna and I have no choice, but to sit inside. Since we had to drop Hank off it's pretty close to the bell and we don't actually have any time to hang out before class, but lunch will be a different story. First period I use to just think about anything other than my life. I do the work vigorously and when I finish I help the kids around me, aka I do it three more times. I meet Jenna in the hall after class and suck in a breath.

 "Listen. I'm sorry I hung up so abruptly last night that wasn't cool and I'm not mad at you or anything" 

Jenna nods "I know it's fine, you had your own stuff. I just wish you felt like you could talk about it with me"