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35. Every right to be mad

A/N: before reading this chapter I just want to say that there may be a lot ⚠️TW: ED⚠️ kinda of it's not too much but I'm just putting it just to let y'all know if you are sensitive to those topics. <3

𝙴𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝙿𝙾𝚅:
This days passed by fast tomorrow I go back to Hogwarts the Christmas holidays were over. I'm not ready to back, I've been ignoring everyone, my friends have been sending me letters non stop I haven't answered one. I didn't feel like talking to anyone about the situation. The news about Draco's and I secret relationship spread pretty quickly. I'm not ready for the awkward stares people will give me or the whispers and rumors that are gonna be spread.

I've been getting a little bit better I started eating a little bit more but hardly anything. I still cried myself to sleep some nights. I haven't left my room for nothing Rosalie or my mother are usually who bring me food. My mom asked if I want to talk about it I just shake my head, I just keep looking at the wall all day I don't even go out in my balcony anymore just in my room all day staring at a wall, replaying memories in my head, I try to read but I can't my head just goes right back to him I look at the ring and whisper "his always" I grabbed my diary again and started writing.

𝐿𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 2
𝐷ᴇᴀʀ Dʀᴀᴄᴏ,
𝐼𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑓𝑒𝑤 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖'𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟, 𝑖 𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒,𝑖 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑎𝑡 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢.
𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝐷𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑚 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔, ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑖 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘
𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦.
𝑌𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎 𝑖 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑟 𝑀𝑐𝐺𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡.
𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑠𝑘... 𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 I 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒, 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑔 𝑖 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑓𝑒lt 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢.
𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ᴅʀᴀᴄᴏ.
-𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑎𝑏𝑒𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑝ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑒<3