Surfived || Newtmas AU

Chapter 6 - 'Feel'

(A/N : sorry it takes so long for new chapters, i'm very busy still and trying to get another class n stuff. I tried a higher class after waisting 2 years basically, sadly it's not working out at all. So I'm trying to go back so i can focus on my mental health and happiness.
Hope you're all doing good <3)

Newt's POV

I liked being honest, if Thomas was blushing i said it because i just did.
I can't wait to go surfing again, i wanted to but there weren't good waves today.
Normally i go there when stuff with my parents happen but, I couldn't.

It felt like my fault but it wasn't and i knew that.
Now i won't have to be bloody focused on that, i can only have a nice time with Tommy, we became real close after we met and it was something i really needed.
And Thomas was the best friend i could wish for.

We watched a few movies, i slowly leaned more on Thomas, and i turned my body a bit towards him when i was comfortable.
"Yeah? Finally comfy or do you still need to move like a thousand times?" Thomas asked looking down at me.
Adorable...
"Nah, i'm good now thanks" my arm lay on my side, with my fingers tapping on Thomas' stomach, looking up a few times to see if he minded.
But he just kept watching the movie.
I would almost think he liked it.

Thomas fell asleep an hour later, his head rested on mine.
After a bit i wanted to wake him up again.
"Thomas, wake up. Tommy" he didn't wake up.
"Tommy, Tommy, Tommy" i laughed a bit as he finally opened his eyes.
"Hey" his voice still like it was before he slept.
"Sorry that i fell asleep" he put his arm up around my back to be more comfortable.
"Sorry, is that okay? It's just that it's a bit more comfortab-"
I put my finger up to his lips to shut him up.
"First, stop saying sorry. Second, if I didn't want you to do it I would've said so." I removed my finger and sat up a bit more, still looking at him.
"Okay.." he mumbled looking me in my eyes.

He looked zoned out and honestly... i was too, his eyes, just everything about his face i was studying.
I was so caught up i landed my gaze on his lips but then realized and shot my eyes up to his again, hoping he didn't see it.

I saw him flicking his eyes to my lips and back again.
"Ne-" he tried to say something but i said.
"Shut up Tommy you're ruining it" in a soft voice.
He swallowed and flicked his eyes to my lips again, i tried to hide the little smile creeping up on my cheeks.

Another 5 minutes pass with the same things and i was losing my bloody patience.
I used to be confident with this type of stuff but after being out for a while i quite forgot what it was like.
The tension building up in like seconds.
I was done with this shit.

Fuck it...
Was the thought a second before i decided to kiss him.
Pressing my lips on his, quite hard but it was more like a chaste kiss.
And i quickly got back looking at him.
I saw shock but also relief?
"Jesus that took 7 years" he almost whispered, shaking a bit.
I froze, didn't know what to say.

And then he kissed me...
It took me a second but i closed my eyes and melted in with the kiss.
My heart was beating like crazy.

Thomas finally moved his lips instead of staying in the same place for 10 seconds.
I moved along and moved my lips against his.
It felt like the best thing ever, and honestly i never knew proper feelings for him but, now it's definitely crystal clear...

I noticed Thomas wasn't totally comfortable with the position we were kissing in after a while.
I didn't just wanna move so i slowly pulled back.
"Is it okay if i move Tommy?" I asked whispering.
He only nodded.

I sat up and turned around, putting my hands on his shoulders and putting my leg over him, unsure of doing it.
"I don't kno-" I paused.
"For god sake Newt I don't care" he whispered but kinda loudly.
"Okay" i smirked and jumped on him with my whole body, knocking out his breath.
"Oka- okay that i do care about. don't do that" he huffed out a breath, a cough after.

I chuckled and sat slightly on his stomache, but not fully.
Still balanced on my knees
He put his hands on my hips, i put my hands on the sides of his face.

I hovered down over him and kissed him softly, smiling through the kiss.
I'm not sure how this all happened in this short time.
I only knew that i've wanted to do this ever since i probably knew his name.
I slowly put down more weight on him and my hands went to his hair, his pretty, pretty dark hair...

I accidentally started to straddle him so he groaned softly, i took that as an opportunity and slipped my tongue in trough the kiss.
While i stopped straddling him.

We kissed for what seemed like an eternity, when we finally pulled away we were out of breath.
Panting and i lay down next to him again.
"I've wanted to do that since i saw your stupid face" i breathed out.
"Same" he smiled.

We watched another movie while i lay on his chest.
Under a blanket, cuddling.
And not thinking about my parents anymore.
It was exactly what i needed.

Thankyou Tommy

(A/N : FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVERRRR. Anyways some fluff for yall❤️)