Surfived || Newtmas AU

Chapter 7 - 'Spinning Around'

(A/N : 😏😏😏)

Thomas's POV

Me and Newt, had a great fucking day.
He came in quite upset about his parents but, we slept.
And cuddled.
And kissed.
Lots of kisses...

I don't know what came over us both, but it was insane.
Even though ofcourse it was only making out but still.
It felt so good, maybe a bit too good...
Anyways.

The movies were good.
And we watched them the whole day, then had dinner and went to bed.
To sleep.
I see you guys.
He didn't really meet my mom because we just ordered some food.

I woke up a bit to feel an arm around my waist and someone slightly pressed to my chest.
His hair smelled good.
That's weird...
I had my right arm above my head and my other rested on Newt's hand.
I moved my left hand to his hair and played with it a bit.
I liked his hair, it was soft.

Newt's eyes fluttered open a bit.
"Hey" I whispered still one hand in his hair.
"Hey" he looked up at me.
"Did you sleep okay?" I asked him.
"I slept amazing, finally no yelling and sad sisters around. Not that i minded my sister but-"
I cut him off. "That's good, now let's not talk about it." And i sent a little smile on my lips.
I saw that he appreciated it.

"I really wanna surf today, hows the weather?" He immediately asked.
"I think you could go surf, but school starts in 4 days so don't go too crazy"
I said.
"Sure mom, not like i'be combined that for years before-" and some realization hit him.
suddenly his breaths got shorter and tears were in his eyes.
"Hey shh it's okay, you're alright i'm here Newt. You're okay" i pulled him closer and hugged him tight.
He was quite crying and i just let him, and cuddled him.

I kissed his hair softly to comfort him, eventually the crying stopped.
He was still shaking a bit.
"I don't know if i can do this stuff." He just said.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Thomas, i like you okay? But I don't think i can do this. And with this I mean be with you. I-" he regained his breath.
"Tommyican'tdothisbecauseimamessandidon'tevenlovemyselfsohowingodsnamewillibeabletoloveyou" he said it so fast I barely understood.

"Newt, you're just upse-"
"I'm not upset Thomas! I'm angry for even letting myself like you!" He got mad... i knew it wasn't because he actually was mad, he was really upset.
Newt moved away from me with tears in his eyes.
I stood up and walked around to the other side of the bed where Newt sat.
"New-"
"Get away from me tommy! I shouldn't have let myself come near you! I have a broken mind and a bad bloody leg which, by the way is really fucking ugly!" He started to yell at me, he stood up and pointed at his leg, a few voice breaks here and there.
I stood silently in front of him, watching him cry with his head in his hands.
He broke down so bad it hurt me and I couldn't keep looking.

He fell down to his knees and i immediately crashed down in front of him.
I wrapped my arms around him and he weakly tried to punch me but i just held him closer, i teared up too.
"I don't care about your leg, and your mind isn't broken, you're just traumatized" i let him cry out.
"I'm so-sorry tommy" he shook and cried.
"It's not your fault.." i helped him up again.

Newt lay down on the bed again crying in the sheets.
I lay down on the other side and wrapped my arms around him, and we lay there.
Just him crying and me comforting him.

"Still wanna surf?" i offered.
He nodded with a little smile.
I kissed Newts forehead and let him go.
He quickly stood up and walked over to me, and kissed me.
Softly and amazing...
"Thanks Tommy, for staying" he rested his forehead against mine.
"Always" i smiled.

I couldn't resist it and kissed him hard, I didn't know why but I just needed to.
Newt was suprised but kissed back.
I walked forward and Newt walked back until he hit the wall.
But then he turned me around.
I grunted when i was slammed against the wall.

He put his hands on my waist and slipped his tongue in my mouth.
I held back a moan.
Our tongues twisted and we kissed hard and passionate.

I had my arms around his neck and he traveled his hands down my waist.
Slowly moving to my thighs, i froze for a second.
And Newt noticed.
"Too fast?" He pulled away.
"You're asking me? You just had a breakdown and now we're almost fucking Newt.." i looked him in the eyes.
"Fair enough, should we still surf?" He smiled.
"Sure" i smiled and hugged him.

We got changed and Newt got some of my clothes and some swim shorts then we went off to the beach.
"Wait isn't your board at Teresa's?" I asked on the way in the car.
"No i left it at the shop last week so Minho was looking after it" he said.

On the beach

"Ready?" Newt asked.
"Ready to watch you yeah" in truth, I didn't like the open water much.
"Okay" he didn't change his expression.
"I'll watch over you." i smiled.
"Okay!" He smiled and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek before going to the shop and pick up his board.
I didn't wanna be stupid and say be careful.
"Be careful Newt!"
Did it anyway

(A/N : chileee anyways, i have an issue of writing the most chaotic chapters ever HAHAHAHA)