Brew of Love N•J; Y•M; T•K

Chapter 3

Jungkook knew he wasn't exactly outgoing. He had always been quite shy around strangers, and he couldn't really deal with his brother's fame. Yoongi wasn't nearly as famous as Namjoon, but occasionally he got hounded by Dispatch. For this reason his Jungkook didn't like going out in public with his brother without a face mask. Dispatch never bothered about him that way. This is also how the two boys kept Yoon San-Ha from being exposed to the paparazzi. The 4-year-old didn't need to be put on spot just because his father is successful. Yoongi and Namjoon have been working with some lawyers on lawsuits against several sleazy tabloids and websites. Once that went through they would no longer have to worry about those kinds of things.

For now Jungkook didn't mind hiding behind a mask and cap. He preferred it actually. Jungkook liked feeling invisible, and not having to worry about people looking at him. He hated people looking at him. It always made him feel uncomfortable, like all they see is his looks. When he was in college girls would come onto him because he's muscular and attractive. It always made his skin crawl. People liked to form assumptions about him based on his appearance. They thought he should act a certain way. They were always disappointed when he didn't put on the persona they were expecting. Jungkook had no interest in putting on an act for a bunch of strangers. If they didn't want to see him for who he really is then he'd rather them not see him at all.

His hyungs wanted him to get out more, though, since he spent most of his time painting, doing photography, and watching his nephew. Hoseok Hyung had suggested a cafe that he said was quiet with a good atmosphere. Jungkook wasn't sure he'd go there though. He didn't even drink coffee, so he doubted he'd like anything they had there. He might just have to go to get his hyungs off his back though.

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Yoongi wished for a more normal life for his brother and son. The Mins adopted Jungkook when Yoongi was 9. It took him some time to get used to the 5-year-old, but he soon grew protective of the boy. The two brothers are still very close, and when Yoongi decided to take in his cousin's son after the accident, Jungkook supported him in any way he could.

It's been 2 years since Yoongi adopted little Yoon Sanha and the 4 year old is now in pre-k. Jungkook helps take him to and from school since Yoongi has work. While Yoongi is grateful, he wishes his brother had friends his age. He spends most of his time with a 4-year-old, or his hyungs. Yoongi won't push his brother too far out of his comfort zone though. He does hope Jungkook might meet some people closer to his age soon though.

Yoongi knows he probably isn't one to judge when it comes to not leaving one's comfort zone. He doesn't trust people very easily. He's afraid the media will catch wind of his son, and the little boy will have a hard time. Because of these fears he doesn't let people close to him. The only people he's close with are Namjoon and Hoseok. He's worried that he'll start trusting someone and that they'll use him for fame or money. He doesn't want those kinds of people around his child. Hoseok recently conviced him to let Sanha join a dance class taught by a friend of his. Hobi promised his friend would never do anything that might harm a child, and Yoongi is praying he's right. He plans to avoid going there in person until he's sure Sanha likes the place. No use in exposing their relationship to someone they'll never see again. Maybe he won't even have to meet the guy.