Y/N is a super soldier who joined the Avengers after HYDRA had kidnapped her before WW2 and made her into what she is today (she was held in a separate building than Bucky). Her remaining family, nieces and nephews were killed in New York by the Win...
I look at myself in the mirror, posing. With my wounds, lack of better words, covered up with heavy foundation and powder. A knock at my door. "Come in." I yell out knowing its Nat.
She comes in with makeup and a dress. "Hey girly!" She exclaimed with a hug from behind.
"Hi Nat." I said dryly.
She smiled as she laid out her stuff over my desk. And laid out the black long lacy dress.
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"Change into this in the bathroom and show me how it looks." She beamed at me. I smiled back and nodded, going into the bathroom slipping the dress on looking at myself in the mirror.
Walking out after not liking what I see. "Do I have to go?" I wince a little.
She gawks at the dress on me. "Girl now you definitely have to go!" I sigh as i sit down infront of the makeup mirror. "Lets make you more gorgeous to make all the guys look at you!"
As she's doing my makeup I think to myself how it's funny cause todays going to be my last. Once she's done she takes a step back to admire her work, whatever that means.
(Insert makeup)
"I gotta get ready but you look amazing y/n. I'll see you later hun." She smiles warmly before walking out of my room.
I grab my matching bag and grab a small baggy thats filled with xanax. It's not the first time I've attempted this but usually those were just scars or jumping, I'd heal before i actually die. Its what you get for being a super soldier i guess.
(Insert bag)
Putting on the 2in heels nat left for me i wait for awhile sitting on my bed for the party to start. Staring into space, jumping once i hear a knock at the door. "Come in!" I yell.
Steve emerging from the door. "Hello beautiful!" He beamed. "Party is starting, come on!"
I quickly get up grabbing my purse grabbing a paper and pen on my way out. "Whats the party for anyway?" Slipping them into my purse.
"To celebrate our newest members, since we put off yours because of uh..." He looks at me as if asking for permission to say his name. I nodd. "Because of Bucky-"
"Barnes." I corrected him.
He lets out a sigh. "Barnes, we decided to make it about you too."
I look at the ground as we approach the elevator. "No thank you, let him celebrate his big day." I feel him put a warm hand on my shoulder.
He quickly pulls it away once it dings to the floor the party is at. Walking through fawning over how fancy it looks, all this for Barnes!? I thought as i looked around.
A while passes as i consistently order shots of vodka. Once i thought i was drunk enough i grab my pen and paper writing "meet me in my room in 50" i think for a minute who to hand it to.
Barnes? No i hate him. Sam? He cant witteness me like that. Tony? Hes the host he can't leave. Nat? She'd be sad i wasted her effort. Then my eyes landed on Steve, it'll break him but he's strong. I walk to Steve handing him note then walk into the elevator. Making it to my room as soon as i get out.
Taking out my baggy and grabbing the key. I place the key on the bedside table where its lock is attached to. Taking the xanax into my hands i grab my water bottle and swallow as much as i can. Pills and water, until all the pills are gone from my hand.
Ive taken these before and the effects usually take from 30-1 hour. Having that I'm a super soldier i took about twice as much thats lethal to the average human. Breathing a bit ragged from the drugs and trying to swallow as fast i can.
After like 30-40 minutes steve walks in. He sits next to me. "Hey kiddo whats wrong?" He looked at me my pupils looking dilated to him.
"Steve." I say while taking deep breaths, my heart pounding in my ears. "Tell Barnes i forgive him." His eyes went from worried to heavily concerned.
My eyes dancing a bit from around the room, everything starting to get a bit distorted. "Tell Nat that she was the best sister i could ever have. Tell tony that I'll miss his excitement from inventing new things."
"Hey hey." He says hastily. "Where is this coming from? What happened?"
Ignoring him i go on. "Tell bruce that he's safe from the big man. Tell Sam that he was the best big brother, beside you." I chuckle, the room starting to spin. "Im sorry for letting you down, help bucky. Be his big brother and bestfriend."
Falling into his arms getting weak while hyperventilating. My heart pounding everything goes black.
Steve
I look at her my eye brows raised with concern. "I'm sorry for letting you down, help bucky." She never called him that. "Be his big brother and bestfriend." She suddenly fall into my arms i wrap my arms around her still concerned.
She starts shaking uncontrollably, look at her. Not paying much mind since she does that a lot when stressed. But once i see her foaming a bit from the mouth everything clicked.
"No! Y/n!" I scream. Bucky rushes in and quickly puts her on her side, while carrying her.
"Go get Bruce! Quick!" He yelled at me with a little crack. Ive never heard him yell like that.
He makes his way to the infirmary while I get Bruce. Me and Bucky sit outside in the waiting room area.
"Hey buck." I break the silence.
"Yea?" His head jolts to look at me.
I swallow. "She said she forgives you."
He nods slowly. "I know, i was eavesdropping. I thought something was off." He laughs a bit dryly. "I guess i was right."
"Shes lucky you guys got to her in time." We both shoot up to look at him. "She seized because of the xanax she took. She's getting her stomach pumped, she's in a small coma right now. She would've died if you didn't get me in time."
Tears pricking my eyes. "Would it be a full recovery?"
