Bucky x Suicidal!Reader

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Y/n

Getting off my bed, his words going through my head. I shake my head as I rub my face with my hands. Looking around, then getting up I head toward the door. Hesitating to open it.

Maybe I can do it now? While no one is near to stop it or disturb me. I sigh knowing that wouldn't be possible. Barnes or Steve would go looking for me and would stop it if it wasn't too late.

I open the door and head down the hallway. I see the title of movie, "the ritual". Seems spooky. I shudder a bit.

As the movie started, I sat between Steve and Barnes. Feeling uncomfortable I shifted in my spot a bit, both Steve and Barnes turning to look at me.

Natasha looks at me, then at Barnes, and then back at me she winks. I roll my eyes in disgust, I only sat here because of Steve. I look at Steve, to see if he got Nats look she gave me. He didn't, he's too into the start of the movie.

About 10 minutes in it went from 0 - 100. Practically leaning forward on the couch, I hear someone laugh a bit behind me. I don't pay attention, the movie was too good.

Bucky

After the movie I look down to see Y/n still asleep on me. She shifted a bit closer to me as if she knew I was looking at her. I look at Steve and he looked at me, I shrugged.

He mouthed. "Do you need help?" I nod.

I mouth back. "Be careful."

He nod in consideration as he reaches out to grab her, starting at her arms. Thrusting my only arm out, he looks at me and I shake my hand and gestured to her back. He nods in realization, hopefully not that she had new scars.

He slowly picks her up, him stopping occasionally when she twitched or shifted in his arms. Making me smile on how peaceful she looks. Steve heads to her room while I head down to Tony's lab.

The elevator chiming when I arrive. "Hi Buck." He says not looking up, putting the finishing touches on my arm I'm assuming.

"Is it almost done?" I ask.

He nodded. "A few more minutes." I watch him do his magic. After a few minutes he claps his hands together. "Let's get this back on you robo cop."

I stare at him, he stares back. "What are you waiting for?

"Oh right." He picks up my arm and reattaches it.

Having my arm spin back in place, I roll my shoulders. "Feels good to have it back, thanks Tony." I smiles and walked to the elevator. "Have a good one." I step into the elevator.

Y/n (time skip a few hours)

Waking up in my bed, I look around in a panic and my eyes lay on Steve. Sighing from relief I check the time, 3:00 AM. I run my fingers through my hair, and get up slowly.

Walking to my mini fridge I sigh and open it up. Taking a water bottle out of it i look back at steve. I hear a knock at the door, rushing to the door to see Barnes at it. I sigh and put my finger to my lips. He looks past me, presumably at Steve sleeping, and nods. We exit the room quietly.

"You okay?" He goes in a quiet tone.

I sigh in annoyance. "Don't start this." He nods. "What do you want Barnes?"

He looks to the side like I slapped him in the face. "I'm checking up on you especially after my last visit."

I scoff at his sentence. "Why do you care?"

"Don't question my motives." He looks me in the eyes.

Averting from his gaze I walk past. "I should question."

He hugs me from behind. "What if I just want to be nice?" He says next to my ear. Speechless standing there. He pulls away from the hug. "Have you ever been hugged like that?" My breathing rising with confusion knitting my eyebrows. "I'm guessing that's a no?" I turn to face him and he hugs me again but this time my face is in his chest.

I start to shake a bit from mixed feelings, which only made him tighten his hug. "Barnes." I say trying to make him loosen his grip, he just tightens it. "Barnes!" I say louder, snapping him out of it.

"I'm so sorry." He tries apologizing as I catch my breath.

I look away. "I'm going back to sleep." Out of the corner of my eye I see him nod as I walk away.