Bucky x Suicidal!Reader

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Waking up slowly from last night I feel arms around me. I freeze confused, anxious looking cautiously behind me. Barnes face inches from mine, I could practically feel his breath on my face.

His face kind of shock and comfort. "Good morning Y/n." After looking at him for a bit I push him away. "Hey hey." Raising his hands in the air. "I'll get off." He backs away.

I lay back on my side. "Where's Steve?"

I hear him clear his throat. "He's making breakfast."

I get up off my bed and make my way to the door. Stopping at the frame. "Oh and Barnes, if I catch you with your arms around me again." I look back with a cold stare. "You're dead." I then walk out of the room to the kitchen, finding Steve by the stove.

"Good morning Y/n." He says turning around. "How'd you sleep?"

"Awful." I sit on the stools by the island. "I woke up to Barnes' arms around me." I mimick gagging in disgust.

He sighs turning back around to the pancakes. "He was only helping."

I scoff. "Himself? Who knows what he might've done."

Steve turns around to face me. "You had a nightmare last night. Crying, screaming. The whole thing."

I open my mouth to say something but Barnes walks in. "Hi Steve, Y/n."

Looking down as Steve puts a plate infront of me. "Hi Barnes." Steve says. "How'd you sleep?"

"Snug as a bu-" He gets cut off by me punching him right in the crotch.

I look up and smirk at Steve as a piece of pancake drops from his mouth.

Steve smirks. "She's warming upto you Buck."

"I was thinking of training today. Preferably in 15 minutes." I look at Steve. "Combat training."

Steve with his smirk still plastered on his face. "You want a duel?" I nod, chewing on my pancake. "Why me and you? I dont have any reason to. Why not you and Bucky?" Barnes laughs a little nervously.

"Why didn't I think about that Steve? Thanks for the great idea." I turn around and smile at Barnes. "I'll see you in what." I look at the clock. "Ten minutes." I think get up and walk to the elevator.

Bucky's pov:

In the ring, she looks good. Wrap around her hands, sports bra, sweat pants, hair pulled up. Despite her appearance she could probably kill me.

"Gonna stare or get in Barnes?" She turns to me. "And don't hold back."

I smirk while climbing into the ring. "What makes you think I'll hold back." Standing on the other side of her.

She scoffs a little. "You're old fashioned." In a swift move she lands a punch into my stomach. "Its not boxing." She whispers in my ear as I wheeze out a response of gibberish.

"Don't kill each other." Steve calls out. "I dont want that responsibility."

"I promise." We both call out.

I throw a swing at her abdominal side with my flesh hand. She then lands a punch square in my face. "Don't go easy, come on Barnes!" She yells out. I then hook my foot underneath her legs and knock her down. I managed to land a punch at her face before she rolls me off. She quickly manages to stand up and while I was down she lands a killer kick to my side.

Grunting from the kick I grab her leg when she attempts to kick once again, causing her to fall. I get ontop of her. "My favorite position." I smirk at her.

She smirks back. "Don't flatter yourself." She quickly knees my crotch causing me to fold. Pushing me onto my back she gets ontop of me.

"My second favorite position." I managed to wheeze out a chuckle.

She punches my head again. "I might accidentally kill you, dont tempt me." She punches again but this one landed next to my head.

I sigh in relief, taking this moment of weakness I flip her over onto her stomach with her arm bending behind her back. "I might accidentally break your arm."

She wheezes underneath me. "Would you do that to a poor lad?" She attempts a british accent.

Foolishly I let go of her arm and flips me over in the same position I had just had her in. "I can see your heart beating through your shirt from this angle." She whispers close to me ear. I tap out with my metal arm. She lets go. "I beat the great Winter Soldier!"

I get up while laughing dryly. "About those positions-"

Her smirk becoming a frown. "Do you want children?" I look at her puzzled. "I suggest you don't finish that sentence." She unties her hair tie, her hair falls to her shoulders.

Steve laughs, for a second I forgot he was there. "You got your ass kicked by a girl!"

"Super Solider!" I yell out.

"You are one!" Y/n smirks.