It's Drake's birthday.
And he's dead.
So instead of the big birthday party, I'd planned for his seventeenth, we're still mourning; dressed in black, with tears.
My golden boy joined the goddess in her realm.
I can't get him back.
And I'll never see him again.
This world is too cruel.
Why did I fall in love? Why did I open my heart in this world thinking nothing would happen? Well, something happened and it's all my fault. The... Bomb, The explosions... it was a terrorist attack aimed at me.
He protected me. And then in return, he died for his troubles. He died A hero...my savior. And all we got was a casket and a medal of honor.
I'll never get to hear his voice again. He won't tease me or hug me, or kiss me. I won't look into those warm golden-brown eyes of his and see my future. I won't see him ever again.
I miss him.
And I hate him.
Why couldn't it have been me?
Not him. He should've lived.
This wasn't even my world. It was his. And I miss him.
It feels like there's a gaping hole in my chest. And it's been there since he left. And I don't know if it'll ever go away.
I miss him. So much.
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I died and woke up in an otome game (BL)
FantasySo this is fully updated and continuing on WEBNOVEL under the alias WriterFromMars, so if you want, it's all free to read there, and I will be updating it there first. There is both a rewrite and the OG series. Idk if I'm going to post the newer cha...
