I died and woke up in an otome game (BL)

Chapter 9 : Time

The next three years seems to flash by.

True to her word, the goddess forbid my engagement and said that I could only marry for love and can't be forced into an engagement I don't want.

I almost forgave her.

But what she said in the safe space bothered me. Who my heart would desire in the future...I wonder. And how would she arrange it?

I spent a lot of time avoiding the villainess, but somehow we became friends. She's not that bad...if you ignore the love eyes.

I explained to her that I don't like girls, but that I'm also not sure I like guys and she just got this shine in her eyes...like one of those Fujoshis or a rotten girl...and said she'd support me no matter what.

The sentiment is nice but how your looking at me...is disturbing, Lillian.

(Did I name her? I don't care. I'll check but from now on the ex-fiancée princess is named Lillian. Which is funny bc it's SO not a villainess name and even sounds like a heroines.)

I met the heroine the other day.

She's actually older than me. It's gross. Like she's fifteen and I'm eleven. Granted, I was fifteen in the game and she was nineteen but still. It's almost cradle robbing. Ew.

Thankfully, she doesn't approach me, but Lillian's brother.

In Eugene's route I'm not there. Or rather, I'm not relevant to the plot and storyline so I'm just background music.

Phew. If she's going for the second prince, I don't have to worry.

Only...she then approached my four-year-old sister. What the fudge. Uhm no.

This isn't cute or romantic. This IS cradle robbing. And illegal...In the other world...not in this one...fudge! Damnit, goddess! My sister can't even read yet! It seems Dahlia (that's the heroine) is going the private tutor route. Fudge. Not my beautiful sister! She looks just like Irene! With her deep red hair but with Sheri's eyes! She's adorable.

One sad thing about being the goddess chosen is that I changed after my ceremony.

My hair slowly went from that long and beautiful with a dark chocolate color to long and beautiful and silky with an almost translucent silvery color. And my eyes changed to Yellow. They only turn back to that vibrant green I'd grown to love when my power is depleted. My skin is even a few shades lighter because of how little I see the sun now. It's still dark but now it has this delicate feeling and looks creamy in the moonlight. It's pretty and smooth. I don't have any blemishes or acne.

Holy bath water.

I developed tiny dark freckles on my face, neck, and body along with an imprint on my forehead. (ꨄ) (she is first and foremost the goddess of love, life, creativity, and time, Aphrite.)

(a/n: It's a heart sigyl)

The imprint glows whenever I'm using magic or if the goddess is summoning me.

Dahlia has befriended my sister and the unsuspecting Arthur Krupp.

You don't think she's...trying for a harem route, do you?

Oh goddess, no.

Anything but that!

Please, Aphrite!

(A/N: It's slow going, but I'm attempting to put my story from Webnovel onto Wattpad. 9/72 chaps..ugh. I'm lazy though, so If you want to skip ahead, and read the story there, your welcome to, because this'll take a while. *Looks at the long list of chaps to transfer and sighs* just go to WEBNOVEL. or wait. either way. )