Take Me As I Am

Another Beauty

I Finally Arrive In Front Of My Daddy House. I Was Nervous, So I Had Put My Pink Glock In My Baby Blue Birkin Bag, Got Out Locking My Doors. I Went Up To The Front Of His Door N Knock. I Was Knocking On The Door Until I Seen This Lady She Was Pretty But She Was Dirty, N She Had This Gorgeous Baby Look Like She Around 7 Months.
Unknown Lady: Please Don't Kick Us Out Ima Pay By The End Of The Month.
Me: Noo I'm Not Here To Put You Out I'm Looking For My Daddy.
Unknown Lady: Awe You His Daughter? I Heard So Much About You, You Beautiful.
Me: Thank You, You Too.
Unknown Lady: Come In. I Walk In The House Was Dirty N Smell Like Ass.
Me: Aww Who Is This Lil Pretty Baby?
Unknown Lady: This Is My Daughter.
Me: OMG She Is Soo Beautiful, Can I Hold Her? She Hand Me This Pretty Lil Girl, She Was Looking At Me.
Unknown Lady: I Wanna Ask You Favor.
Me: What Is It?
Unknown Lady: I Tried Being The Best Mom I Can But I Can't Raise A Baby N I Smoke You Know, I Don't Won't My Baby Around All That. N I Diffidently Don't Won't Your Daddy To Touch Her Again.
Me: What He Touch Her. I Said Being Crying.
Unknown Lady: Yes N I Couldn't Do Nothing Bc I Don't Have No Where To Go. She Said Crying.
Me: It's Ok I Will Take Care Of Her, You Can Still See Her Bc You Her Mama Don't Matter What. I Said Hugging Her.
Unknown Lady: No I Don't Deserve Her, She All Yours.
Me: Ok But You Can Come See Her Whenever, Here My Number. I Said Handing Her My Number.
Unknown Lady: Ok You Very Sweet, She Don't Have Nothing. My Heart Broke This Baby Too Damn Pretty To Be Dirty Like This, Her Hair Was Fifty, Face Was Dirty, Clothes Dirty.
Me: Ok I'm Finna Go, Call Me If You Ever Need Anything.
Unknown Lady: Ok We Can Have Lunch One Of These Days.
Me: Ok Cool Just Call Me. I Said Heading To The Door With The Baby. But It Hit Me How She Going Get In My Car With No Car Seat.
Me: She Don't Have A Car Seat or Nothing?
Unknown Lady: I'm Sorry But She Don't. Damn
Me: Ok I Will Buy Her One. We Hug Each Other And I Left Heading To My Car. I Didn't Know How To Put Her In The Car, So I Had Text Joe He Our Other Body Guard.
Me: Hey Can You Come Over To Me?
Joe 😎💂😈: Ok. He Went Up To Me.
Joe: Wsp?
Me: Hey Can You Drive My Car To Baby R Us?
Joe: Why You Can't Drive?
Me: She Don't Have A Car Seat, So I'm Going Sit In The Back With Her In My Hand.
Joe: Ok You Ready?
Me: Yea. We Had Got In The Car N Was Heading To Baby R Us. I Kept Looking At How Beautiful She Was. Until We I Felt The Car Stop.
Joe: We Here, You Need Me To Come In There With You?
Me: Yea I'm Going Need Sum Help.
Joe: Ok. We Went In There, I Brought A Her A Pink Lil Cute Bed, White Dressers, Five Big Pretty Pictures Of Flowers, Hellas Baby Clothes N Shoes, I Even Order Her Hella Shoe N Sum More Clothes Online, Brought Her Car Seat, Walker, 2 Strollers. She Going Be Spoiled. Joe Help Me Put The Stuff In My Car, Sum Of The Stuff Going Be At The House Tomorrow.

2 Hrs Later
I Finally Arrive Home. I Got Out Grabbing Awe Shit I Don't Even Know Her Name. But I'm Going Call Her Skyler. I Grab Her N My Purse, I'm Going Have Mike N Cortez Take The Stuff Out The Car When They Get Here. I Look Thru My Purse Trying Find My Keys, I Found Them N I Unlock The Door, I Went Inside, Locking The Door Behind Me Going Upstairs. I Went The Other Guess Room, That's Going Be Skyler Room. I Was Looking In There, Until I See She Start Crying. I Had Went Back To The Car Grabbing The Bottles, Milk, Pumpers, Wipes, Baby Lotion, Baby Wash, Clothes, N I Hurry Back In The House Bc I Left Skyler On My Bed. I Went In The Room She Was Still Crying. So I Took Her A Bath, Dried Her Off, Lotion Her Up, Put On Her Diaper, Put On Her Pink Pajama Shirt That Say I'm A Cutie In White Letters, Matching White Pajama Pants, I Made A Bottle, I Hold The Bottle For Her While I Was In Bed. She Was Just Drinking The Bottle Looking At Me Until She Fell Asleep. I Was Just Still Dazed About Everything That Happen Today, I Basically Have A Daughter. I'm Sooo Happy I Wanted A Girl Hella Bad, God Came Down N Bless Me. I Laid Her Down Taking The Empty Bottle Out Her Mouth, Putting Her Purifier In Her Mouth. I Had Put A Pillow Behind Her N In Front Of Her So She Wouldn't Roll Out The Bed. I Had Went In The Bathroom Hop In The Shower, Dried Off, Put On My Pink Panty N Bra Set, Grey Tank Top, Pink Tight Sleep Shorts, Long Grey Socks, I Put My Hair In A Messy Bun. I Left Out The Bathroom Back To My Bedroom, Finna Go Lay Down Until I Heard The Door Open, Then I Heard Loud Laughter.
Cortez: MAMA !!!! He Yelled So Loud He Woke Up Courtney. Damn She Just Open Her Eyes Looking Around Sucking Her Purifier. I Had Pick Her Up Walking Downstairs In The Family Room. All Of Them Was Staring At Me Like Wtf.
Cortez: Mommy I Have A Sister!!!! He Said Happy Af.
Me: Basically. I Said.
Mike: Who Is That? He Said Calm.
Me: This Skyler.
Cortez: Mommy Can I Hold Her Pleasssseeee I Promise I Won't Drop Her.
Me: Yea. I Went N Sat Next To Cortez Letting Him Hold Her, I Told Him Don't Forget To Hold Her Head.
Mike: Jaydah Let Me Talk To You In The Other Room.
Me: Cortez Don't Drop Her.
Cortez: I'm Not. So I Had Walk In The Kitchen With Mike.
Mike: Man Wtf Going On?
Me: Long Story Short I Went To My Dad House This Lady Was There She Said She Couldn't Take Care Of Her, So I Offer N She Was Like Cool, I Wasn't Going Let No Baby Be Not Treat Right. So I Went To Baby R Us N Brought Her Sum Stuff.
Mike: Wow So She Basically Your Daughter?
Me: Yea, But You Wanna Hear The Fuck Up Part?
Mike: What?
Me: My Daddy Nasty Ass Tried To Rape Her. I Said I Didn't Know I Was Crying Until I Felt Tears Rolling Down My Face.
Mike: Awe Hell Naw He Need To Die.
Me: That's So Fucking Nasty A Fucking 6 Months Baby !!!!!
Mike: So Her Mama Don't Won't Nothing To Do With Her?
Me: She Do But She Don't Have A Home, N Shit Like That.
Mike: Umm.
Me: Unless She Stay Here!!!
Mike: Hell No She A Crack Head.
Me: Mike That's Not Nice, She Really A Nice Lady.
Mike: Nice My Ass. I Rolled My Eyes. N Went Back In The Family Room To See Christian Talking To Skyler. I Guess Cortez Went Sum Where N Let Christian Hold My Baby.
Christian: I Don't Like You, You Think You Can Come In Here N Take My Daddy From Me? Cause You Not, You Ugly, N Will Never Come Before Me You Nor Your Mama. Then Skyler Start Crying, Then I Saw Christian Cock Her Hand Back In Slap My Baby Face. I Was Heated I Went Over Took My Baby Out Of Christian Hands N I Went Off.
Me: WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU LITTLE GIRL? DONT YOU EVER IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE PUT YOUR HANDS ON MY BABY AGAIN!! YOU CRAZY LITTLE GIRL. I Said Yelling At Her Loud As I Can. She Was Crying, Skyler Was Crying Wtf. I Was Pissed My Face Was Red. Mike Came In There.
Mike: Why You Crying Christian?
Christian: Jaydah Yelled At Me N She Was Cursing At Me, She Was Being Really Mean.
Mike: Jaydah Wtf Man.
Me: You Know What Mike I Can't Take This Shit No Fucking More. I Said Walking Upstairs With Skyler. I Went In The Other Guess Room. I Sat On The Bed Looking At Skyler Trying To Calm Her Down. I Went In Mike Room Grabbing All The Baby Stuff Taking It In My Room. I Gave Skyler Her Purifier N I Look Into Her Grey Eyes.
Me: I Well NEVER Let Anyone Hurt You, You An Angel Baby Girl. I Said Kissing Her Forehead. She Smiled It Was So Cute. I Was Talking To Her She Kept Smiling Until I Saw Cortez.
Cortez: Mama What Happen. He Said Sitting On The Bed.
Me: Christian Was Talking To Skyler Reckless N She Slap Her, So I Yell At Christian Telling Her Don't She Ever Put Her Hands On My Baby.
Cortez: What She Hit My Baby Sister Skyler? See I Told You I Don't Like Her.
Me: Yea I'm Just Going Keep My Distance Away From Her.
Cortez: Yea I Am Too.

35 mins Later
Me N Cortez Was Playing a With Skyler, So Was Just Laughing N Smiling Showing Off Her Pink Gums.
Cortez: Mama I Love Skyler.
Me: Awwww That's So Sweet.
Cortez: What We Doing Tomorrow?
Me: Umm Idk Whatcha Wanna Do?
Cortez: I Just Wanna Be With Skyler.
Me: You Really Like Her Do You? But I Will Think Of Something.
Cortez: Yes
Me: I Do Too. I Said Laying Skyler In The Middle Of My Bed, Giving Her Purifier, She Slowly Drift Off To Sleep.
Cortez: Mama Can I Sleep In Here With My Ladies?
Me: Lhh Idc Cortez. He Got In The Bed Laid Down Falling Straight To Sleep. I Kiss Both Of Them On Their Forehead, I Turned Off The Lights, Getting Bed Heading To Sleep.
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Skyler On Cover She Gorgeous Right? 😍😍😍.