Take Me As I Am

Breaking Point

I Had Pulled Away Looking Hella Surprise Did This Nigga Just Kiss Me?
Me: Whatcha You Doing?
Mike: Kissing You Duh.
Me: Why?
Mike: Bc My Feelings For You Never Left, I Do Fuck Around With Ashley But I Don't Love Her, I Love You And Always Will, My Feelings For You Never Had Left Jaydah. I Really Didn't Know Should I Trust Him, Is He Being 💯 Or Just Talking Bullshit?
Me: Mike Idk I Just Need Sum Time Ok.
Mike: I Hear You But Let Me Lay With You Baby. I Didn't Say Nothing.
Mike: So Wsp?
Me: Umm Idk Fr.
Mike: Cool Ima Let You Sleep On It. I Had Lay Down With My Back To Him. This Nigga Came N Put His Arms Around Me. I Didn't Complain Bc I Felt Safe, You Know.
Kerry POV
I Felt Like Shit When I Woke Up My Head Was Banging. So I Had Went To The Bathroom Threw Up Hellas. When I Was Done I Had Brush My Teeth, Hop In The Shower. Got Out The Shower Dried Off, Put On Sum Lotion, Green Panties And Bra, Grey Joggers, Grey Nike Hoodie, Legend Blues, Put My Hair In A Fish Tail, Then I Walk In My Room Grab Sum Aspirin, Went Down In The Kitchen Grab A Bottle Of Water Then I Took The Aspirin Then Drunk The Water. When I Was Finish I Had Grab My Phone And Called Jaydah To See What She Doing.

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I Been Calling Her Ass She Not Answering. This Bitch Must Be Sleep, To Bad Bc I'm Finna Go Wake Her Up, So I Grab My Keys, Lock My Door, And Hop In My Audi. I Hook My Phone To My Aux And I Put On Shuffle. Then I Pulled Off Heading To Jaydah House. I Was At The Red Light When K. Michelle Maybe I Should Call Played And It Was All These Niggas At The Light Looking At Me. So I Start Laughing And Start Singing The Song Bc Baby That's My Shit And I Can Relate. To Come Find Out Cherry Got A Baby And I Stop Talking To Her But I Never Called Her And Got The Whole Story.

Long distance in the way of what could be
Even when you're here, you're not with me
She's having the child I should've carried
I'll be damned if yall get married
How's the baby, How you adjusting?
Ain't gon work, you got problems trusting
Let me stop, I'm supposed to be focused
But these nights are the coldest

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
Will I ever be first? I hope
But I ain't just sitting around, can't wait for someone to see my worth
Damn I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's my flaw

Maybe that's why I ain't got a man
Cause I be doing too much thinking
Tryna compensate for your absence
But no drug can take me where you can
No I just want you where I am
1,000 of them, just want one him
Drowning in all of my excuses
Heart is feeling useless
Probably should've used it less

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
Will I ever be first? I hope
But I ain't just sitting around, can't wait for someone to see my worth
Damn I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's my flaw

After the last time we talked
Oh, I was a mess
You had me stressed
Oh no no no no no
I wrote the text, I didn't send it
Dialed your number, but said forget it
Oh, what would it change
She's still in the way
But I

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's all. When I Finish Singing And The Song Was Going Off, I Finally Arrive At Jaydah But I Was Lost Bc I Seen This Grey Bentley And I Know That's Not Jaydah Bc Me And Her Always Go Together To Get Cars. So Yes Baby I Was Lost Af. So I Had Grab Her Keys Out Of The Black Prada And I Open The Door, When I Open The Door I Went Straight To Her Room, Why I'm Walking To Her Room I Hear Like Moaning, So Y'all Know Only Mean One Thing Jaydah Getting Her Sum Dick. I Wonder By Who Tho? So My Noisy Ass Went To The Door It Was Lock, Finna Walk Away The Door When I Heard "Mike Fuck This Shit Hurt". I Was Surprise Af So I Went In Her Kitchen Left The Bag And I Left I Don't Wanna Fuck With Her. So I Left Out And Went And Got In My Car And Drove Off Heading To The Nail Shop.