Take Me As I Am

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Jaydah POV

Me and Kerry was looking thru the racks. Well really her I was just window shopping. Looking up I noticed a couple of people was glancing at These Two Dudes. They Was Some Joints But, The One That Really Caught My Eye Was The Brown Skin One. He Had Low Cut With Waves, Tattoos Everywhere, Burberry Jump Suit, N Some Fucking Black Red Bottoms On. Yea he a drug dealer I can smell it.

I Was Staring So Hard, I Didn't Notice He Was Looking At Me.

SHIT I'm caught

I Had Played it Off and Smile, he gave a little smirk.

Looking Over At Kerry, She Was wrapped in a conversation with his Homeboy.

Boy was She blushing. Both pulled out they phones, assuming they exchanged numbers.

Walking Over To Her.

Me:You Ready To Go? I said pulling at my shirt.

Kerry: Yea We Just Need To Hit Up Saks, I need to Get some stuff from There.

Me:Ok. I said looking up.

I Felt Somebody Looking At Me I Look Up To See The guy from earlier. He Walked Over To Where Me, Kerry , And His Friend Were.

Mike: You ready, they don't got shit here. He said looking at his friend.

Chris: Yea, oh shit let me introduce you to them Mike This Kerry, Kerry This Mike, And This Her Homegirl. He said pointing at each one of us.

I was Right There Looking Stupid Ass Fuck Not Knowing, He Was Looking At Me Like What's Your Name.

Kerry: Her Name Is Jaydah And That's My Best Friend. She said speaking up.

Mike had start smiling and I Had Noticed He Had A Grill. Good lord god took his time with him  😍😍.

Mike: Wssp. He said looking at me licking his lips.

Me: Hey. I said blushing hard.

My Phone Then start Ringing I Began To Look Threw My BackPack Trying to Find It. Retrieving It, Answering Not Looking At The Caller ID.

             Phone Conversation

Me: Hello.

Dad: You Need To Bring Your Ass Home Bc I Got Customers Waiting On You.

Me: Umm ..... I .....Ummm.....Im At School. I said fumbling on my words.

Dad: Leave Then I Need Sum Money.

Me: ..........

Father: Hello I Know You Fucking Hear MeTalking To You, You Know What When I See You It's Going Hurt Worst. 1 For You Getting Smart, 2 Kicking Me In My Nuts, 3 Bc I'm Losing Money Over Your Dumb Ass. He said yelling thru the phone.

Hanging Up And I began getting very upset. I'm Tired Of All This Bullshit. I Just Wish I Had A Normal Life. He The Fucking Reason Why I Can't Fucking Have Kids In The Future, He The Reason Why I Have Trust Issues. When Your Own Blood Is having sex with you, and sell You For A Hit. Everyday I Ask God Why, Why Can't I Be Like Most Girls My Age, Why Does It Have To Hurt When I Walk. Why Do I Have To Go Threw This Shit, Why Nobody Can Help. God All I Ask Why, Before I Know It I Had Black Out.