Take Me As I Am

Always Be You

5Months Later

I Woke Up Alittle Early To Find My Empty, Guess The Kids Already Up Weird. I Got Up Walking In The Bathroom Brushed My Teeth, Use Mouthwash, Wash My Face. Then I Walk Downstairs When I Get Down There I See The Kids Eating Cereal Watching Tv And John Sitting On The Couch Talking On The Phone.

Jessica: Good Morning Mommy!! She Said Yelling.

Me: Good Morning You Sound Happy Stinky. I Said Kissing All Over Her.

Jessica: Bc Mommy Johnny Taking All Of Us To Meet His Friends Kids, N Guess What !!

Me: What ? I Said Picking Her Up Putting Her On My Hip Walking To The Fridge.

Jessica: They Our Ages !!!

Cortez: Jessica That Screaming Gotta Go Fr.

Skyler: Fr Bc My Ears Hurt. She Said Rolling Her Eyes.

Me: Whatever Jessica They Just Grumpy. I Said Kissing Her Cheek.

Jessica: Yea Grumpy Pumpkins. She Said Playing With My Hair.

Cortez: Whatever. He Said Putting His Beats On Walking Upstairs.

Skyler: Guess I Go Get Ready. She Said Walking Upstairs.

Jessica: Me Too Mommy. She Said Sliding Down Me, Running Upstairs.

Me: You Don't Won't Mommy To Dress You ? I Said Sticking My Lower Lip Out a Looking Sad.

Jessica: Mommy I'm A Big Girl. She Said Blowing Me A Kiss.

Me: Awww My Lil Baby Growing Up. I Said Whipping Away My Fake Tears.

Jessica: Mommy You Need To Be A Big Girl. She Said Running Upstairs.

Me: Damn My Little Baby All Grown.

John: Yea Lol That Puppy Dog Face Don't Work No More.

Me: I Guess Not. I Said Sitting Next To Him On The Couch.

John: Go Get Dress. He Said Kissing My Cheek.

Me: Where I'm Going ?

John: With Us.

Me: What Friend We Going To See ?

John: Dallas, Angel, N Nick.

Me: I Forgot They Had Kids. I Said Getting Up.

John: My Little Princess Not Woke Yet.

Me: She Going Have A Fit, So You Getting Her Dress. I Said Walking In My Room.

John: Ok But You Better Be Ready When We Done. He Said Walking Down The Hall In Zyriah Room.

Awe Yea I Had My Baby She Is So Beautiful. She Have Jet Black Curly Hair. I Swear She Look Just Like John But With Curly. Me And John Not Together, He Still With Victoria She Now 7 Months Pregnant, Ugh She Irks She Need To Realize She Is Not Going Come Before Me. But Anyways She Hate Me Cause She Claims I'm Trying Take John From Her. Wrong. John Is A Wonderful Father I Can Tell Zyriah Going Be A Daddy's Girl. I'm So Excited My Baby Fat Went To My Ass N Boobs, So My Stomach Still Flat With No Stretch Marks.

But Enough About Us Time For Me To Get Dress. I Hop In The Shower, Dried Off, Light Pink Pants They Was Tight Fitted By The Thighs But It's Loose Fit N The Boot Cut At The Bottom, White Spaghetti Strap Crop Top, White Red Bottoms Heels, Flat Iron My Hair Straight, Put On My Diamond Earrings, Grab My White Birkin Bag, Put On My Prada Sunglasses, Then I Headed Out Walking In Zyriah Room.

Me: Ima Pack Her Bag. I Said Grabbing Her Burberry Diaper Bag.

John: Ok, Hey Pumpkin. He Said Playing With Her Cheeks. She Was Cracking Up.