"I knew you were trouble when you walked in, but I still loved you more than you ever will"
Normal na araw lang dapat ang lahat but then I encountered YOU. The trouble maker. I didn't have any intentions getting involved with you but then one day, I...
"Christy... miss na miss na kita. Sorry. Kasalanan ko lahat Christy..."
Hearing those words habang nasa malapit ako when I decided to visit Christy on her tomb, nahigpitan ko yung hawak ko sa bulaklak.
So... so siya yung boyfriend na sinasabi nina titang pumatay kay Christy?
When I got home that day, pag-uwing pag-uwi ko the words that my aunt and uncle said was
"Kung di niya binoypren yung hampaslupang yon hindi siya mapapahamak! Hindi sana siya mapapatay sa katangahan ng ibang tao!"
Tapos nakita pa nila ako and with all the emotions coming in from their loss, they pushed me down and blamed me for wanting to go to the mall with Christy.
I wasn't able to sync everything in then it started raining. Thunders were heard habang ipinagduduldulan nila saken yung kasalanan ko.
Kaya everytime I hear thunder, I can't even move a single bit remembering the blames I got from that day.
I was lost in all my thoughts na hindi ko namalayan nakita na pala ako ni Scar. Pero hindi niya ako inimikan and he was about to leave when I called him out
"You stay." I firmly said "siguro naman deserve kong mapaliwanagan sa lahat ng narinig ko di ba?"
Scar's PoV
"All I wanted was for us to have a future together. Tanggap niya kung sino ako. Kung ano ako. Pero naghihikahos kami ng pamilya ko. Kumapit ako sa patalim, patalim na siyang sasaksak dapat saken pero siya yung sumalo" nakayukong sambit ko.
What's there to hide now right?
"Minahal ko si Christy... pero ng dahil sa katangahan ng taong minahal niya... namatay siya. Ng dahil sakin. Ako... ako yung may kasalanan hindi ikaw Missy."
"Why... why did we have to suffer like this?"
Napatingin ako sa kanya sa tanong niya and she was looking up the sky
"I faced my cousin's family's blames... thinking it was really my fault... but then you appeared... now showing me this. Pero hindi ko magawang magalit sayo. Kasi nakita ko yung pagsisisi sa mga mata mo. Pero putangina ang sakit ehh. Ang sakit mawalan ng ate. Even though Christy was my age... para siyang ate saken. And my family kept on blaming me... kasi ako yung nakikita nila. They never saw you again after Christy died. Ako yung sumalo ng lahat Scar"
"I'm sorry... w-wala akong lakas ng loob magpakita sa pamilya niyo. All I was doing was wanting to take revenge for her. Gusto ko siyang ipaghiganti sa paraang kaya ko. Kahit pa pagiging gang leader yon para lang makaharap ko sila ulit. Para lang... para lang maparamdam ko sa kanila yung ginawa nilang sakit"
Missy's PoV
"Sa tingin mo ba yan ang gusto ni Christy?" Nasambit ko na lang
"Ha?"
"She died for you... sa tingin mo natutuwa si Christy makitang sinasayang mo buhay mo just for revenge?"
"Siya lang ang kailangan ko"
"Pero wala na si Christy, Scar. I know if she knew about this, ang sasabihin niya sayo? Ipagpatuloy mo ang buhay mo na pinagsakripisyuhan niya."
"Hindi mo ko naiintindihan"
"Pain. Sorrow. Guilt. We're both feeling those emotions right now. Pero naiisip mo ba?"
"Ang alin?"
"Why of all people? Ako yung ginawang 'girlfriend' mo sa mata ng ibang tao? Ako na pinsan ng babaeng napatay dahil sayo. Don't you think there's a purpose?"
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