not a joke update, more a ramble post.
//mention of drugs and being high (but not actually. i've never done drugs, pinky promise) //
i've been told that when i'm tired, i get these looks. apparently, if you do not know me and you see one, the easiest assumption is that i'm high off my ass. really, i'm just slap happy.
i have been told, that when i say some things, i sound as high as i can sometimes look.
that's odd, i guess.
i like the feeling of being slap happy, and while i don't think i'll ever even think of holding any kind of drugs, i think the high of being tired, is incredible.
i'm tired and all i can think is, wow, humans have done all these incredible things
and i'm tired and all i can think is, wow, humans are awful and maybe one day we won't be so awful
and i'm tired and all i can think is, wow, people care about me. and wow, i care about them too. and i know so many other creatures care for each other too, so it's not just being human–it's a thing of life. being alive is caring.
i know this isn't funny, or a joke, or maybe not necessarily what you want to see right now, but wow, you're a human, living their life. that's crazy.
