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The sight of wildflowers
The scent of a joyous day
The feeling of warmth and panic
The rush of excitement

The thing, that so many wish for
The emotion, dreaded by many alike
The same, bittersweet state of mind planted by an individual that holds a section of your thoughts

Many describe it with a tone filled with honey
Others speak of it with distain
I, however, view it as a sense of fear
A sort of production of suffering

When I get this feeling,
The feeling of sickness and of joy,
I run

I run from the possibility of rejection
I run from the chance of pain
I run from the gaze I long for the most
I run from the flower smelling of honey, to avoid the thorns that lie with the silky petals of life

Love is pain.
It is an emotion that ties you to life
A curse that you don't wish to break
It is what gets you happy from the smallest smile,
What makes you dance among the starts, then plummet to the pavement baked in sunlight.

The more I run, the faster I deny
The more the flower blossoms,
The more I wish for a simple glance
The more I wish for a sample of joy
The more I wish of him.

Him. The one who planted this corrupted seed.
The raindrops that cause the rainbow
The air that keeps me afloat.
The thorns that bind me tightly

The curse that shall never break,
But may it fade along with the cry of the sparrow,
May it float along with the breeze on a wing,
May it be washed away in the waves of sound.
Deafening sound that will soon vanish into silence, and leave me with a single thought.

The thought that, maybe I should have watered it.
Maybe I should have glanced.
And maybe, just maybe,
I could have ceased my thrashing against the thorns, and instead made a bed with the petals.

Love is a dangerous thing, but it is also the lifeline of the soul.
It may even come to be the one you lie with in your grave, because it favoured your story.

It may even come to be the one you lie with in your grave, because it favoured your story

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