Destiny

六

"Have a Good day Namjoon." I ran towards the door in a hurry, leaving everything behind so that I can greet Namjoon-ssi for him starting his day with a good wish. As usual, he didn't even spare me a glance and wore his bamboo slippers, going out of the house. I ran into the kitchen again to continue cooking whatever I was cooking, I don't know if something have changed after all these months, but something that I know is, I fell for him, badly, unknowingly, but somehow in his negligence I happened to love him, adore him, admire him.

I was watering the plants when I heard Eomma calling me. "Dear, you have a visitor." I looked at the door from where she called me and started to wipe my hands in the hanbok. Who can it be? I went to the door only to greeted by Eun-bi, it's been so long since I've met her your friend, infact I never did after my marriage. "Eun-bi-yaaa" I said and hugged her in admiration. "Have your time." I hear Eomma saying before she closed the door going out of the house. "Where are you going Eomma?" I asked and she pointed towards the farmland where Abbeonim was. I nodded acknowledging her sign and she went out of my sight.

"You seem pretty close with your in-laws, calling them Eomma, Appa... You even used Eommeo-nim and Abbeonim to your own mother and father but you are less formal with them." She said as I served her some tea. I shook my head as a smile formed on my face. "Well your man is so Handsome. He is caring and is a gentleman." "How did... you met him?" "He was just roaming through the village and my mother told me that he is Kim Namjoon, the new General of the Village." She said and took a sip of her tea. "I'm sorry Eun-bi... I didn't got to visit you in your marriage, I wanted to be the maid of honours." I pouted holding her hands and she just shook her head with a smile. "It's okay Y/N." "How is he? Your husband." I asked poking her from side to tease her. She slapped my hands away and a visible crimson shade was present on her face. "Min-Ho is nice." She said. "He loves me, he Pampers me with lots of gifts and love. He is clingy by the way, but I like it. He... He respect me unlike other boys. His hugs, him holding hands, cuddling, I could never ever get bored of it." She said as so many stars fell out of her eyes. My heart suddenly thumped and I realised that I got none of them from Namjoon, yet I was madly in love with him. "How is Namjoon to you?" She asked and I was drowned in my thoughts. "Y/N-aah?" She snapped fingers infront of my face which made me look at her. "How is Namjoon to you?" She asked again. "He never touched me, not in an admiration way." I said fiddling my fingers. "Love isn't about touching." Eun-bi said and kept her hands on mine, giving me hope. "But he didn't do anything to prove that he loves me." "Do you love him?" She asked and after taking a moment I let out a shy nod. "Then prove your love to him. Maybe he also have same feeling but is shy to show it to you." She said nonchalantly. "Or maybe you can affect him, that will force him to do things to you." She let out a smirk, I swear this dirty minded girl must be thinking something weird. "Seduce him." She said and I took out my hands from her grasp to look at her with my big wide eyes. "WHAT!?" I said and she shrugged her shoulders. "If you want to know if you have effect on him or not, you have to do it." She said. "If you don't have any effect, then make him have your effect or what if he is already having an extra marital affair outside." She said making my heart drop. "It... it's... It's impossible." I forced a fake smile. "Nothing is impossible, and for men it is easy to have extra marital affair. He is always out of house, doesn't talk to you properly, if I was at your place, I would have doubted him with my whole life." "But I trust him." "What if he breaks it?" And each of her word was stabbing my heart a million times. Really, does Namjoon have an extra marital affair? Is that why he doesn't talk to me. "You are so naive Y/N, it takes two kind things for you to start admiring someone. Beside, there are plenty of beautiful rich girls out there and he works for royals who have you know... uhm... Pleasuring squad... What if-" "No Eun-bi, he respects women." "And what if he doesn't? What if his ignorance is what made you believe that he actually respects you." She said flapping her hands in air. "Just do it." "Do what?" "Seduce him." She said and my breath hitched. I took a deep breath, which was shaky enough to tell everyone that I was awkward and nervous. Okay, lets give it a try.  "What do I have to do?" I asked and she grinned.

"I'm back Eomma." I heard him and it's the time to activate the plan.

1. "Let your eyes tell." Eun-bi winked. 2. "and  your voice feel."

"How was you day?" I asked as soon as I happened to confront him. My voice unusually low and sensual. Eyes half closed as Eun-bi guided me, looking deep into his. I can't even tell you how much cringed I was at my actions. "Nice." He said and placed his bamboo shoes in the rack and the maids brought water for him to wash his feet.

3. Touch him and 4. Smile Brightly.

"Today was so warm, did you sweat a lot?" I just realised that this is the longest conversation I had with me. I touched his biceps and pressed it a little, but this man never looked at me. "No." He said. What the rubbish did I asked him literally, my self respect is going away infront of me.

"So Namjoon, I think you should go to some trip with Y/N, it's been 2 months since you both got tied up together." I heard Eomma saying and Namjoon just shrugged his shoulders. "I have so much work at the village, I guess after I finish them I'll think about it." Think about it? Did he ever thought about me all those times? I said and kept the Kimchi in the dining table where everyone was sitting.

5. Pretty Little Accidents.

I sat down beside Namjoon-ssi, where I sit usually. I saw his hand on the ground and as soon as I sat, purposely I kept my hand on his, well the man didn't moved a bit. "Sorry it was an accident." I murmured and he... Did he really can't hear me or something? I'm gonna yeet him. I sat beside him, properly, folding my legs and brushed the knees against his. Yeah Purposely. Why doesn't he have any effect? Neither he is pulling away nor he is showing any affects. I pouted and angrily stuffed my mouth with so much of rice, causing me to choke at them. "Are you okay?" Eomma filled a glass of water for me and slid it towards me. I gulped it hurried and finally the chunk of rice was gone. Okay... I lost my appetite now, I have a sore throat thanks to me choking and Namjoon-ssi adding to everything else. "Excuse me." I said and got up from the table. "What happened Y/N?" Appa asked and I just smiled at him respectfully. "I lost my appetite, I am not feeling well." I said and with slow and steady steps, I went upstairs in my room.

"Y/N... Eomma sent some milk with turmeric for you... Since you skipped dinner." Namjoon-ssi came into the room and I heard him placing the glass on the table. "Oh." I said without turning, or facing Namjoon. Managing my best to not caught by him, I heard him taking out his brush and ink and paper. Ofcourse he will write something now. Well everyone must be really thinking what I'm hiding right?... I am trying to apply some cherries on my lips to make it red. I happily turned around probably looking like a vampire and sat beside Namjoon-ssi,

6. Be Sensual and 7. A beauty with Brain.

I folded my legs to the sides of me and kept my hand in the center, leaning in a bit, so that I could sexually affect him. Why isn't he glancing at me? "Oh... I know this." I said pointing at the word he just wrote and finally he glanced at me, my heart thumped into my chest "It means cow song right?" (Cow in Korean is 소(so)) I said confidently, being proud of myself and a visible smile on my face. "It means Lawsuit." He said nonchalantly making my smile drop in a matter of nanosecond. (Lawsuit in Korean is 소송 (so-song)) I angrily got up from the place and thumped my legs towards the matress and that's when my eyes fell on the very tasty looking turmeric mixed milk. I ran towards it and gulped it down in one go. Wiping my mouth with the back of my hand, which was covered with the fabric of Hanbok, I looked at the sleeve. "Very good, it got stained now... Now I have to wash it." I let out a sarcastic murder and jumped on the matress covering my whole self with the blanket in rage. "Why can I affect him the way he does the same to me?" I pouted and closed my eyes shut.

Silly, Dumb Girl... You don't have to get out of your comfort zone to seduce me. You can seduce me the way you are. They way you get nervous around me, the way you bite your lips in nervousness, the way you fidget your fingers, the way you are so soft spoken, the way you exist. I smiled at the silly girl that I married.