Diora Johnson-Ashton|Dee
Houston, Texas|📍
I woke up taking a shower. I got out throwing on some blue nike sweat pants along with a plain white shirt. I put my natural hair in a bun then I begin brushing my teeth and washing my face.
Once I was done I walked out the bathroom heading to the twins nursery I changed their diapers and put them on a outfit before laying them back down. I quickly jogged downstairs grabbing water bottles before heading upstairs getting out the Ibuprofen I went to everyone's room leaving Ibuprofen and water before heading downstairs and cooking.
I wasn't going to make the kids go to school cause they went to a party last night and most likely are tired.
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I was now done cooking and everyone was eating and talking. It's good to see the kids smiling and laughing again after Jordyn's funeral. I was sitting in the living room feeding the twins while everyone ate.
"Hey momma" Mari said coming in the living room with everyone
"Hey baby. Hey y'all" they all spoke back before sitting down
"Did y'all enjoy y'all selfs?" I asked burping Bubba
"Yeah" they said
I nodded smiling.
"Y'all got any videos?" I asked as they all just looked around.
"Y'all ain't gotta trip I ain't gon be mad a nothing" I said truthfully
Niyah nodded pulling out her phone showing me videos of them as I laughed at them.
"Look like y'all really had fun i'm glad" I smiled and they nodded.
"Why nobody ever introduced me to her or him" I said nodding towards some girl and boy
"Oh sorry tt, this my boyfriend Mateo and that's our new friend Faith and y'all that's my tt Dee also the twins mom" Lanie said
"Hey" I said and they responded
"Mari watch the twins for me while I eat or take them up to Tre it don't matter"
"It's fine i'll watch them" she said taking them
I nodded before going in the kitchen I made myself a plate before sitting down eating. Once I was done I cleaned up everything then headed upstairs.
Kahmir Jones
Me and Bella were upstairs in my room watching movies as everyone else did whatever. Bella was currently laying on my chest as I played in her hair.
"Kahmir?" she said
"Yes?" I said looking down at her
"Can we talk?" she asked
"Uhm yeah wussup?" I said as she sat up and I did the same
"Look I know your still in love with Niyah and you don't even have to sit here and front like your not I see the way you look at her or how your eyes light up when she walks in the room. I know i'm your girlfriend and she's your ex so I shouldn't be worried, but she's not just your ex she's also your first love which means you love her more than anyone and that's okay. I just don't think this is going to work anymore Mir" she said wiping her tears
"What? Bella I have love for Niyah and all because that's my sisters best friend and we grew up together, but i'm not in love with her I promise. I'm in love with you. Your all I want anyone else doesn't matter it's just us ma don't give up on us" I said
"Kahmir im really sorry, but I just can't be with you knowing your not truly in love with me or that you probably love her more than me. I seen the way you acted when Niyah introduced us to her boyfriend yesterday" she said standing up gathering her things
