Teri Meri Gallan Hogi Mashoor(COMPLETED)

PART 9

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NEXT MORNING
Sidnaaz set off to lonavla early in the morning to avoid traffic n being mobbed as well, they weren't taking bodyguards along obviously bcuz it was their time together.

They reached the rental farmhouse which was their abode for the day after visiting some prominent places on the way of course covering theirselves n had a brunch sitting in the poolview balcony.

Sid:kaisa laga lonavla aur??
Sana:kitna sundar hai na yeh
They were having their usual talks all giggling n smiling.

It was afternoon, they were sitting on the sofa in eo's arms n were watching SidNaaz vms which came by when shehnaaz was scrolling through her phone n sid joined in. They saw themselves being so in love in those vms, they knew the feelings they n the other were experiencing in each of the scene. Shehnaaz looked up from her phone n saw Sid looking at her already with a smile, his eyes shining, she didn't know from where she got the courage but she told something n asked something she's kept inside her ever since bb ended
Shehnaaz:I love u Sidharth
She said it, she finally expressed her love for him outside the bb house, something she hid from so long. Her confession was so pure, so straight from her heart, it touched his soul, he felt blessed to be her love but..... He couldn't give her an answer, he didn't have an answer or probably the answer she wanted to hear.
Sid(speechless) :Shehnaaz.........
She looked at him expecting his answer
He looked down not knowing what to say, his reaction pierced her heart. She was disappointed, it was visible to the blind even that how much he loves her then why wouldn't he just admit it, she thought.
Tears rolled down her eyes, she harshly wiped them
Sana(broken) :why....
Sid looked at her n immediately averted his gaze, he couldn't see her tears.
Sana:u don't love me??
He didn't answer
Sana:u hate me??
Sid looked at her shocked
Sid:what nonsense Shehnaaz
She smiled, a smile which shook him, it wasn't her regular smile, this one was filled with pain n it was acting like salt on his bruises. He was feeling miserable to see her like this, he was in deep pain n was biting his inner cheeks to control himself from showing his emotions.
Shehnaaz:who am I to u??
Sid was just looking at her
Sana:say something at least Sidharth, kaun hun mein teri
Sid:tu meri sabse achi dost hai Shehnaaz
She chuckled dryly
Sana:Sidharth Tu kyu kar rha hai aise, kyu nhi maan leta apna pyaar, kya chupa raha hai, koi toh wajah hogi, kya mein tere layak nhi, ya Tu kisi aur se toh nhi pyaar karta(she just said the last line to agitate him into accepting his feelings)
Sid lost it here, he was also frustrated with her seeing right through his soul so deep n so correct but the line that she said about not being good enough for him was heartbreaking n then the further line....
Sid:ha, nhi karta mein tumse pyaar, samjhi tum, nhi karta mein
He said not looking at her at all
Sana was heartbroken listening to his words
Sana:idhar dekh Sidharth, meri taraf dekh, idhar dekh ke bol nhi karta tu mujhse pyaar(she said, her voice cracking st the end)
Sid took a deep breath, looked at her, his eyes slightly watery, his jaw tightened, bile rising up his throat, he said with a heavy voice
Sid:nhi karta mein tumse pyaar
He immediately averted his gaze from her eyes

Sana(plain voice):I want to go back
Sid looked at her confused, go back where?? He thought
Sana:I want to go back to the hotel
Sid:sheh....
Sana:right now , either u drop me or I'll ask my team to send a car(again plain tone) 
Sid nodded helplessly
They sat in the car, the air filled with thickness, they started their journey so happily, their car ride in the morning was so fun filled n now they r going back with this uncomfortable silence, with unshed tears, miserable minds, pained heart n shattered souls.

They reached the hotel around 7 in the evening, Shehnaaz got down  Sid was about to get down as well when shehnaaz turned to him n said
Sana:good bye
This bye scared him.
Sid:I.... Uhhh...
He wanted to be with her but knew she wanted to be alone n vent her feelings n he needed to do that too.
Sid:bye, I'll come tomorrow before ur flight(he said cautiously)
He was afraid she'll refuse but to his surprise ,she nodded.