Ari's POV
I think it's embarrassing the fact that I'm a seventeen, almost eighteen years old modern teenager, living in Miami (sorry I hadn't mentioned that before) with zero experience in romance...... nothing, nada, honestly I only know about it through the library books I come across from time to time, I know stupid, right?. But seeing as this is my first intimate position with a guy, I think I really wish I would have experienced it a lot earlier.
He is really warm, I observe, and I don't know if that's normal but I'm enjoying it, maybe a little too much. His deep blue eyes look even more enchanting up close, and beautiful.
I don't even want to think about how dead I would be if he found out my thoughts right now, even I'm surprised, I'd never imagine that I would be having such thoughts towards Eric of all people. I blame it on the fact that this situation is just too foreign for me, and I'm not thinking straight right now with his sent invading my senses.
I should stop this now.
He probably isn't thinking straight because of his episode.
I really should end this.
Even if I don't want to....
"Eric," I say but it comes out as a whisper. He doesn't reply, his eyes still on mine." I- I think we should g-go now." I say not making any moves to detach myself from him, and neither does he.
"Hmm.." He whispers leaning in.
He's leaning?....
HE'S LEANING IN !!
what am I supposed to do?....
No! He's not thinking Straight,....
I should stop him......
I don't want to......
But I should.
"Eric, w-we should stop." I say, my voice a bit bolder.
It seems to work this time as he stops his movements altogether. He steps back, his head is bent, eyes closed, I get scared at that moment thinking he might be having another episode because of what I said.
"I- l I'm sorry I didn't mean-
"We're done here." He says, and then he's out the door, but I'm in no hurry to go after him as I try to remember how to breathe and also calm my very erratic heart.
"In........out........ in..................., calm down in there heart, at this rate your going to kill me." I say to myself, trying to get calm but failing miserably. But its not the usual attacks, that's for sure.
"Your over reacting, your a grown teenager, that shouldn't make you react like this, it shouldn't-
"You okay in there?." I feel my cheeks heat up as I notice my intruder in the door way.
Poop deck!
She probably thinks I'm insane.
"Y-yeah, I I'm good, e-everthings good,..... hi?."
Really!!
She giggles a little before she waves me a "hi".
The first thing that comes to my mind at this moment is 'she's beautiful', completely and effortlessly. And I'm not exaggerating, starting from her tan skin to her round face where her dark brown eyes lay, to her beautiful blonde hair that stops just below her middle back, though the blonde looks like she got it done, but still flawless.
She's a lot more fleshy than me, but all in the right places, and then her small waist (really small) it gives her the perfect figure 8 shape.
"I'm Brianna, but you can call me Bri or Anna or Ria, or anything you want." She says looking shyly. Waw that's usually my thing.
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RomanceShe's broken, but no one sees it. She needs help, but won't accept it. She's a few steps away from falling apart, and she knows it. But she doesn't have a choice..... He's cold, but no one knows why. He's also broken, but cover's it with rage. He ne...
