Ari's POV
Passing out in a sitting position was really a bad idea as my body now feels sore all over. Out of all the things I've had to endure from Eden in the passed, this has to be the most traumatizing.
Picking up myself from the floor I try my best to avoid looking at what is in front of me, I really can't believe she did this. I go into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face, its already passed six so there's no need waiting, with that thought in mind I make my way to school, and yes I am still in my yesterday clothes I'm sure no one will notice though its not like they ever have, and besides I can't go back in there, I might pass out again and I can't afford to miss school.
Only thinking about it makes the walk to school harder than it usually is as I try to catch my breath more often than usual, and whenever I close my eyes I see my bed, my turn clothes all covered in blood, so much blood. I don't even have much clothes and now the little I had is gone, badly destroyed. I break out as soon as this realization hits.
Once I reach school, the first thing that hits me is how empty and overly quiet the school is, looks like I came overly early once again.
After taking what I need for my classes from my locker, I just stand there my forehead resting against it as I let my tears fall freely and my sobs increasing and echoing through out the empty hallways, but at this point I feel too weak and too defeated to care.
"Is this why you always come so early?." A familiar voice startles me making me drop my books.
Quickly I bend down to pick up the books trying to avoid being seen with my probably very red face from my tears and embarrassment.
"Understandable I guess." Have says again his voice getting closer as I hurriedly wipe my face.
"Your in the same clothes from yesterday." He states but sounds more like a question.
He finally stops in front of me while I stand facing my feet as I use my hair as coverage.
"S-something c-came up." I try to say but my voice barely comes out.
"I didn't ask, did I?."
"S-sorry." I say feeling my eyes water again.
"Whatever." He says and starts walking away.
"I'll see you during the libary period." He says once he passes me.
"Yeah" I say even though I know he can't hear me.
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It was now time for me to meet up with Eric and the idea didn't seem to phase me much as I had not been able to focus on anything today. I've also been avoiding blinking a lot as closing my eyes takes me back to my room and all the damages, and the blood.
Honestly I get that seeing that would be traumatizing for anyone, but What makes it worse are these images I get, but I can't point them out, and also faint and distant screams, and all those things just compile into one excrutiating headache.
"Hey Ari- woah are you okay?, why do you look so pale?" Carla asks snapping me out of my daze, I didn't even know I had reached my locker.
"Hey Carla." I say ignoring her question opening my locker and getting the things I need for my meet up with Eric, the last thing I need is to piss him off by being late plus I really need to sit down, everything is spinning.
"You didn't answer my question Ariana, why-
"Oh hey Ariana, fancy seeing you here." I hear and I freeze desperately praying that the voice isn't from who I think it is.
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RomanceShe's broken, but no one sees it. She needs help, but won't accept it. She's a few steps away from falling apart, and she knows it. But she doesn't have a choice..... He's cold, but no one knows why. He's also broken, but cover's it with rage. He ne...
