I'll Fix You (EDITING)

chapter 2

Ari's pov

Breathe in
1,2...

Breathe out

Breathe in
1,2...

Breathe out......

I've been in the girls bathroom now for over 30minutes trying to relax, but nothing seems to be working, my head feels like heavy bags of blocks have been dropped on it continuously the pain making it really hard to focus on my breathing, my vision have started being surrounded with black dots, definitely not a good sign. I can't pass out now and definitely not here. My sobs become louder as the fear of how bad the situation is finally begins to set in.

" P-please, a-anyone he-help me"I say barely above a whisper, but I know it's useless, everyone is in class and my voice isn't loud enough at the moment to grab anyone's attention, I feel so hopeless right now.

"Please.... please (sob) h-help (sob)...I ne-need he-"I'm suddenly interrupted by my prayers finally being answered, I guess someone actually listens to my prayers.

"Hey a-are you okay in there?"a soft voice calls out from behind the stall that I'm currently sitting on the floor in. I don't hesitate to unlock the door, my hands trembling makes it harder to do it plus my current position half laying and half sitting on the floor, but I still manage to get the lock.

"OhmyGod" says a very shocked voice but I barely hear it as the feeling of my heart pounding so loud reaches my ear, I'm kinda worried she might actually be able to hear it. With little strength, I turn my face to see the person who is yet to help me, and I'm met with a pair of shocked but pretty hazel eyes with short wavy thick brown hair, even in my state I still feel envious of how pretty she looks.

"Okay look at me," her voice brings me back to my present predicament, it's calm, almost helps " your going to be fine," she continues " I need you to focus on my breathing ok everything will be fine." she says kneeling down beside me, she suddenly wraps her hands around me, which I must say surprises me, it kind of feels wierd, I'm not used to such affections but I must say it's really calming even more when she starts running her hands through my hair. That alone brings a sudden sense of calm around me, not completely but at this moment I'll take what I can get.

"That's it, breathe like me," she continues, and I can tell she seems to know what she's doing, and I'm grateful for that because my breathing calms down, but the trembling of my hands doesn't seem to stop, I think she notices because of what she says next,

"I have something that will help you calm down more and probably stop the trembling, is that ok?". she asks, but I barely have evergy to answer, so I just give a slight nod which she gets it and quickly starts rampaging her bag, which I hadn't even noticed she brought, for what I think should be the medicine.

Once she finds it she hands me an orange juice in a bottle saying

"It's freshly squeezed orange, with how weak your looking right now I can tell you haven't eaten yet and you need something in your stomach to be able to take the medicine, so drink up." She says. She puts the now opened bottle of juice to my lips and tips it up a little for me to be able to drink with no struggles, I take a few gulps before she removes it from my lips and hands me the pill which I take and then she brings back the bottle to my lips which I take to help wash down the medicine. When I'm done I hand it back to her and she closes it and puts it back into her bag.

"Th-thanks." I whisper, she hears me and gives me a soft smile then returns to hugging and brushing my hair with her hands again which I'm thankful for. As she continues this for a while a sudden wave of drowsiness hits me and I'm guessing it's the drugs or her hands, but either way I'm not complaining.