Bad Intentions *Matthew Espinosa*

Chapter 8

Septber 27,2015

Matthew's POV

I wake up this morning expecting to see Delilah by my side but no she's gone. Did she really regret what we did last night did I hurt her that much I start to freak out. I get up rushing through out all of my house trying to look for any sight of her she is no where to be found what the hell.

I sigh I swear I felt the most amazing genuine connection with her last did that mean nothing to her. As I'm walking back to my room I notice the guest room doors open. I peep my head in yo see her on the guest bed I sigh in relief maybe she just need space after.

I sit on the side of her bed waiting for her to wake up she slightly opens her eyes staring at me smiling. I hold her thigh slightly she hisses then says be careful it hurts I'm sore I hug her then say "I'm sorry I didnt mean to" she hugs me then says "Thanks for being concerned Matt but it's not your fault I just swam too much yesterday".

I look at her confused then say "What are you talking about common Delilah last night"? I wanted this to feel as real for her as it did for me please Lylee. She laughs then says "Oh yeah that" yes
that common Lylee tell what your feeling right now she says "Matt its okay I'm strong I carried you for as long as I could you helped me a bit".

I run my fingers through my hair frustrated was it all just a dream it felt so really I swear her touch felt so real. She sits up looks at me worriedly I groan putting my face in my hands I feel her hug me then say "hey its okay". She gets up grabbing my hand walking me to my room she guides me on the bed between the sheets. She grabs my hand then kisses my palm she says "Do you wanna talk about it"? I raise an eyebrow at her.

The feeling I have right now is like when your parents tell you your going to Disneyland but you show up at the Dentist office. I sigh she pouts I roll my eyes at her she runs her fingers on my cheek she whispers "you look so sad" well duh its like a 6 yr old finding put Santa's not real. I grab her hand playing with her black almond shaped nails. She says "Do you need anything can I do anything make you feel better"? I open the blanket for her to get in with me.

She looks at me nervously debating common princess give me this she lays down next to hesitantly. I sigh as she snuggles into me her light breathing hitting my chest I smile. I can already tell that when she leaves me I'll be thinking of this moment when we were here, everyone leaves no one sticks around. She looks up at me then says "its scary how happy you make me" her eyes hold slight fear I wrap my arms around her waist as sh wraps her arms around my back I snuggle into her neck.

Fuck! I can tell I want this I want to fall for her and I want her to fall for me but I wanna be caught I know I'll catch her but will she caught me because I know if someone else besides me makes her happy I'll get bitter. She whispers "Why don't I make you breakfast" I nod into her neck she gets up I follow behind her as we make our way downstairs.

Once we reach the kitchen I sit on the counter she says "Well what are you in the mood for I'll make anything"? I smile at her then say "I want and egg sandwich". She nods then says "Coffee"? I make a disgusted face then say "Orange juice is fine" she laughs yup I'm not a coffee fan.

I point to the pantry where she'll find spices and stuff she walks over to it opening the door after a bit she steps out with bagels. I smile my kind of girl she opens the fridge taking put eggs,ham,bacon, and cheese she makes her way to the Stive turning it on setting a skillet starting to cook the eggs,ham,and bacon.

As those cooks she grabs to bagels she starts buttering them I go up behind her wrapping my arms around her waist I can't remember the last time someone made me a homemade meal. She moves slighly making her way to the stove she grabs the man and two plates she starts setting up the two plates.