Bad Intentions *Matthew Espinosa*

♡Chapter 12♡

October 22, 2015

I snuggle into Monica warm I love this child I feel her hand on my face I laugh then say "good morning love" I hear her slightly sneeze. I sit up rubbing my eyes she climbs on top of my lap I get up carrying her to my parents room setting her on their bed. I close the door quietly then go back into my room opening the balcony doors. I was really bummed out that Matt couldn't sleep over last night he was to busy planning his moms party, tonight he wants me to go to his house and help him pick out stuff. I honestly think it was for the best though I didn't go to school Monday or Tuesday I don't want people's pity and I told Matt to give me my space I needed him but I wanted alone time just to reflect on things so I haven't seen him since Sunday morning when he dropped me off at home but he calls me every morning and night plus today he's picking me up for school. I've been going to dance team practices just not attending class since we do have a performance today for the game.

Since I already showered last night I just go right into curling my hair and I just do something quick for my make which is BB cream eyeliner and Chapstick,  is being nice and doing my make up for the performance. I go over to my closet looking through all my clothes I want a cute top but I go with a cut off sweater I don't want people to see the bruises. I put on some white socks after I slip into my white hightop Nike's then I grab my back pack putting in my dance team which consists of tiny shorts, a white crop with our school logo, a red bandana for our heads, and red hightop chucks. I go downstairs and the house is completely empty I go into the kitchen to see a note on the fridge from my mom.

Sorry for the sudden leave Monica seems to have come down with a cold your father came with to take her to an urgent care

-Mommy

I sigh going over to the fridge grabbing a chobani yogurt I sit on the Island criss cross apple sauce eating. I hear a car pull up I feel myself slightly smile as soon as I hear a knock at the door I jump off the counter opening the door to reveal a well dressed Matthew. He's in a midnight blue cardingan buttoned up under he has a white v-neck, some kakhis, and then some black vans I wrap my arms around his neck I whisper "you got all dressed up for me" he slighly laughs then says "yeah I did I hadn't seen you in two days I missed you". He rocked us back and fourth slightly I gave into his touch I replied "I missed you to so much" I grab the back of his neck tip toeing were just forehead touching he stares at my lips he whispers "I feel like you got more beautiful" .

I blush as he laughs slightly then says "Common let's get to school" he says I nod as we go onto his car driving to school. I say "so its someone's first football game today are you excited"? He says "I'm kinda whatever about it I'm just nervous how were gonna do today". I smile then say "I don't know about the rest of the guys but I know you'll be amazing" I kiss his cheek he says "thanks for your support baby that means a lot to me". I reply "I'm always gonna be here, I'll be there supporting you tonight too". He nods then says "you'll be dancing for me too" I rub my arms then say "yeah we'll see how that goes". Matt laughs then says "I'm excited to see you in that little outfit" I pull down my sleeves we pull up to the school Matt takes a parking spot just as I'm about to get off he puts a lock on the doors.

I look at him he says "what's up with you your all covered up you seem uncomfortable in your skin right now" I shrug he leans over kissing my shoulder he says "do I not tell you your beautiful enough". I sigh then respond "I'm sorry I'm just not the same right now" he tries to lift up my sweater I pull it down then say "there's just brusies everywhere right now I don't want anyone to see them it's bad enough you can already see the ones on my neck" he says "I'm sorry princess I wasn't there". I shake my head then say "its okay it's not your fault last time I ever go out alone".