"The biggest fear in my life is giving someone full control of me, and I'm giving you all this power over me can't you see I'm trying" Matt said with frustration clear in his face.
I reply "I want more I don't want you to be scared of me, I'm trying...
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November 12, 2015
My alarm goes off I sit up yawning its 9 in the morning and my flight leaves at 11:35 I groan getting out of bed. I look at the empty box by my bed I gave Henry to Carter since I'll be gone for a little bit I trust him. I get out of bed grabbing my hair brush brushing out my hair then I put my hair in this half up half down style leaving it in its natural waves. I go over to my drower grabbing a bra taking off my shirt putting it on, then I put on my top some jeans and my Nike's then I do some quick make up.
I stretch heading down the stairs heading into the kitchen to see my parents, my mom says "Honey do you want some oatmeal" I reply "please". My dad hands me a mug kissing my cheek I thank him as my mom puts a bowl of oatmeal in front of me, I grab my spoon digging in. My mom grabs her phone saying "I'll be right back I'm gonna call Monica's babysitter" I nod as my dad sits beside me saying "are you excited"m I reply "yeah" my parents both know what I'm worried about.
My dad rubs y shoulder saying "Delilah you need to be careful okay" I respond "dad I think everything will be fine he's not the same person we first met". He sighs saying "he's not working with the people with the best habits right now, he will eventually sluo I just want you to be ready for that and you being gone just might-" "can we just not" I shove more oatmeal in my mouth hopefully ending this conversation. He clears his throat saying "I just want you to know lylee" I scratch the back of my neck saying "can you get my bags from my room"? He nods going upstairs.
Once I finish my bowl I set it in the sink I go over to the living room laying down on the couch as soon I get comfortable the door bell rings I groan getting up. I open the door to reveal Matthew he smiles saying "hey princess" I smile wrapping my arms around his neck he kisses my cheek saying "I had to come". I nod saying "you actually look like Matthew today" I tighten my grip he says "what do you mean"? I reply "your not in this business suit today you look like yourself I missed that".
He kisses my forehead saying "I know baby, I know but it's still me" I respond "yeah it is still you" I pull him inside towards the couch sitting he whispers in my ear saying "when was the last time I selpt over". I laugh saying "shhhhh stop, your busy" he shakes his head saying "I'm not too busy for you, you know whatever you want I'm there" I trace my fingers on his wrist whispering "yeah".
