Bad Intentions *Matthew Espinosa*

♡Chapter 14♡

Part 2
☁ Matthew's POV ☁

I rub the small of Lylees back as I lean back in the chair watching her have a conversation of her dancing with my mom's friend as I wait for my next course. The lady says "so is that what you want to do for the rest of your life just dance it away"? They both laugh as Lylee nods replying "I know it sounds crazy and its not the ideal career but it's what makes me happy" I can hear my dad sclff at what Lylee just said.

Lylee and my moms friend look at him Lylee clears her throat akwardly looking at the napkin on her lap my dad says "so your a dreamer huh"? She looks up at him nodding she says "I mean everyone has a dream, what lead you to do what you do that had to be a dream".

My dad scoffs then says "well at least you have a hope for your future, trying to do something" he looks at me I lean forward Lylee quickly says "but were so young you know things just change so fast one can never tell". He replies "well if you can spread some motivation onto Matthew" he continues "poor kid barely has enough motivation to do his stupid shit" his friends snicker.

Lylee raises her eyebrow than says "excuse m-" my dad cuts her off leaning forward holding his glass up then says "you barely know this kid sweetheart I raised him, he isn't capable of much trust me". I shake my head stand up throwing my napkin on the table then say "you know what dad, fuck you, I think your the only person on this planet that would let his friends laugh at his kid and completely embaress him in front of someone I really cares about so what maybe I don't wanna be in your businesses maybe one day I'll take over them but right now I wanna be young you've already fucked up so many things for me and you can't even let me have that" with that I storm away from the table.

I go to these little section my parents have of trees like a mini tree orchard. I don't know what I did wrong for my dad to treat me like that I mean I understand I'm a fuck up but he hasn't been the best parent either. I'm so embarrassed I wouldn't surprised if Lylee left from the table who wants to be with a fuck up. I should join the business already its not like I won't have to anyways and maybe then my dad will treat me as an individual and I can even make Lylee and mom proud.

I sigh I've been sitting her alone contemplating my thoughts for ten minutes I take out the cigar I've been saving inside my jacket. I light it taking a couple puffs trying to relax myself I hear footsteps then they just sorta stop I look back seeing Lylee taking off her heels I ask her "Lylee what are you doing the ground I cold" she says softly "I argued with your dad a bit back and fourth now I'm here for you my shoes were just sinking into the grass already".

She comes over to me sitting beside me I look away she rubs my shoulder after a while of that she sits on my lap facing me she says "talk to me". I burn out the cigar then say "it just sucks you know" she nods rubbing my cheek saying "I know but I'm here for you". I ask her "why didn't you just leave you just heard how pathetic I am" she grabs my chin then says "hey I told you how amazing I think you are I really like you matthew and it doesn't matter what anyone says it won't change how I feel".

I push back a couple of strands from her face she smiles placing her forehead on mine she holds my facs in her hands. I'm so into her I'm so deep in this realationshop I hope she is too. Shes not even mine I mean to me she is but I'm sitting here holding her like we're eachothers worlds in reality shes only mine. Why haven't I made her mine yet shes amazing, she cares for me wants to take care of me she deserves the world snd I feel like I'm finally ready to give her this relationship I cant give her much but I can give her me.

She stares at me then says "are you okay"? I take a deep breath then say "be mine already". She looks at me confused sitting up straighter then says "what"? I hold both of her hands in mine then reply "just be my girlfriend". She places her hands on her cheeks then begins shaking her head she says "ohhh no I-I I'm just" I can see the small amount of fear and disappointment in her face. I sigh then say "Lylee if you don't want to-" she cuts me off then says "no Matthew it's not that it's just oh my goshhhh" she covers her face.

I wrap my arms around her waist pulling her closer to me she exhales then says "Matthew I really really like you" I kiss her softly she holds onto my collar holding me close as I continue to kiss her softly. She holds my cheek then says "I'm going to California in two weeks for three days" I rub the small of her back then say "baby it's okay It's only three days". She says "I'm already so attached to you and I'm gonna leave and Scott, we don't know" I kiss her palm then say "that's why I want to be with you Lylee, I'm so attached thats why I wanna make this official".

She exhales saying "I don't know" I sigh replying "how about when you get back we start" I know for a fact she doesn't trust me I understand why completely I did some dumb shit when we first met. I can see her mentally contplating this she nods then says "just please don't do anything while I'm gone" I rub the small of her back then say "of course, hey I might even intern with my dad to keep me occupied".

She laughs then says "you working with your dad Matthew, how would that work"? I rub my temples replying "To be quite sure princess I have no idea at all, but maybe it'll keep him off of my ass for awhile you know keep him from talking all of this shit". She smiles then says "yeah maybe you guys can even get along for a couple of hours during the day" I shake my head then say "nah, there has to be a couple of more interns in there maybe not my age but I'd be down to hang out with a couple of men in their twenties".

Lylee yawns I get up then help her up next I hold her hand then say "lets get you home its been a long night" she nods I take off my jacket wrapping it around her, unfortunately we have to go through the place were everyone is having their dinner. As soon as we passed a couple of tables my fathers attention gravitated towards Lylee whispers "Matt their staring" I place my hand in the small of her back slightly rushing her.

We go up the stairs and I hear someone whispering my full name I turn around to see my dad I stop Lylee tightens the hold on my hand I tell her "just wait for me out front okay, I'll be there in a bit" she nods walking up the rest of the stairs. I look back at my dad scoffing then replying "you already put on a show tonight, what else do you want"? He tightens his grip on my wrist then says "you need to get your little girlfriend back here and finish your food back at the table" I shake my head laughing.

Just as he starts to pull me down the stairs I say "you know what dad if you want a son like yourself you'd................*clears throat*......how about I start working with you or whatever". He raises his eyebrows at me releasing his grip on my wrist he say "what do you-" I cut him off by saying "I'll work for you". He gets out his blackberry then starts typing away he says "starting when"? I shrug shoving my hands in my pocket he quickly replies "two days you start you will wear a suit daily" I starts to walk up the stairs saying "I don't even have many suits" he says "then get some".

I make my way into the kitchen having the waiters pack up some food for me quickly, I go to the garage to grabbing the car driving to the front of my house to see Lylee sitting on the steps I roll down the window making eye contact with her she gets in the car. I begin to drive over to her house she rubs my shoulder then says "your so tense relax, what'd he say to you"? I tighten the grip on the steering wheel then say "I start working for my dad in two days".

We get to her house, I'm assuming her parents are still at the party I tell her "go inside alright I need to go hide the car okay" she leaves the car as soon as I see her inside safely, I park two to three blocks away.  I get to her balcony I look inside to see her putting her hair up in a bun while looking in the mirror she's already in her pajamas I knock on the window she opens the door I hold up the box then ask her "you hungry"? she smiles taking the box out of my hands going over to sit on her bed.

She opens the box and we booth start eating out of it she looks at me then says "do you wanna talk about it"? I shrug then reply "not really but I can still stay here right" she needs getting under her covers she says "I'm gonna go to sleep okay babe" she kisses my lips softly then whispers "you can join me whenever your ready or wake me up if you just want to take okay".

I set the food done taking off my clothes staying in the white shirt I was wearing under and a pair of boxers. As soon as I get under the covers with her she wraps her amrs around me whispering "took you long enough".