Bad Intentions *Matthew Espinosa*

Chapter 11

Delilah's POV

October 18,2015

I've been awake this whole night no type of sleep I even said goodbye to everyone before they left because if my parents knew they wouldn't allow them to be here, Matthew he decided to stay for as long as he could and right now he was just waking up. He yawns smiling at me then kisses my forehead I grab the back of his neck pulling him closer to me embracing is warmth he says "how did you sleep last night"? I rub his chest then slightly shrug I reply "I slept okay" he sighs rubbing the mall of my back he say "Why are you lying to me"? he grabs my hand hen says "you even had enough time to paint your nails" I reply "I promise I tried but after the first couple of times me freaking out in my sleep I couldn't fall asleep anymore".

I say "I don't wanna go downstairs they are going to be acting different and right now I just want normal" he says "but baby a lot happened last night and they're thinking like crazy asking themselves what happened to you, you can blame them it was driving me crazy not knowing". I say "I just don't know if I want them to know, I don't want them to look at me differently, shit I'm surprised you don't look at me differently" he grabs my hand then says "what do you mean baby, why would I look at you any different"? I shrug then whisper "I don't know, why would you any one want me now I feel so used I feel hideous who wants to be with the girl that almost got raped" he hugs me tighter kissing my forehead he replies "he took advantage of you that's not your fault, I wanted to kill him for doing this to you".

There's a knock at my door then a voice says "sweetie you have a doctors appointment at 11 okay I'll drive you" Matt gets up then says "I'm gonna go change and shower I'll go with you and your mom to the appointment alright". I nod he pecks my lips then says "relax I'll be here asap alright" he walks towards the balcony door he says "eat breakfast alright" I reply "get here quick so you can eat breakfast with me".

He exits I sigh getting up from bed I open the balcony doors to get some fresh air in my breathing sucks right now I quickly do my bed. I walk over to my closet staring at it for a while I examine all of my hoodies I finally decided on a black one that says yes in white letters on it . I slip into a pair of black leggings then put on some white socks then putting on my white and gold, I turn on my curling iron I have to look as normal as possible so my parents don't treat me any differently. I go over to my vanity sitting down in front of it I put on some eyeliner then load on packs and packs of mascara then I put on a grayish light pink lipstick . I start to curl the ends of hair quickly not really taking my time on it or caring how it looks I'm going for messy once I'm done I brush them out like crazy they're really loose.

I lay down on my bed for a while just taking in the fresh air that final fully started roaming through my room my mom comes in through the door I sit up then say "Hi" she smiles laying down next to me rubbing my stomach she says "hey love are you gonna eat breakfast". I nod then say "yeah I just wanna get it over with I just wanna lay back maybe read a book in our yard for a bit" she says "yeah okay that sounds nice are you gonna eat breakfast"? I nod then say "yeah sorry I just wanted ta lay down for a bit and take a breather" she gets up then says "well I'll be downstairs when ever your ready" when she exits I get up spraying on some perfume then I go downstairs as soon as I reach the kitchen both of my parents are staring at me my dad says "Vanessa said she can come to visit if you want her to".

I go over to the fridge then say "I'm fine she should save that money so she can come over for Christmas, Thanksgiving, Mothers Day or Fathers day" my dad sighs then says "yeah I'll just call her later and tell her you said that". He continues then says "well I gotta go to work for a bit I'll see you guys later" he leaves my mom says "well I made pancakes this morning I know how much you like my pancakes". I smile then hug her I say "thanks mom they look delicious" there's a knock at the door my mom says "don't worry look I'll get it" I nod then grab a plate from the covered. I serve myself two pancakes Matt comes in then say "hi princess" he comes over kissing my forehead he wraps his arms around my waist as I butter my pancakes.