Bennett Cane

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Monday morning was a frantic, two-minute symphony of slammed cupboard doors, scraping toast, and his mother's voice soaring over the chaos from the bottom of the stairs. "Bennett!"

For Bennett Cane, the clock's relentless ticking was a countdown to the main event of his day: survival. He thundered downstairs, his worn violin case a familiar, comforting weight in one hand, his school bag a hated anchor in the other. A kiss on his mother's cheek, a silent thank you for the instrument that had cost her more than just money, and he was on his bike, pedalling toward the one place he loathed more than any other.

School was a cage of polished linoleum and petty cruelties. As he slipped through the mostly-empty halls, his quiet demeanour and slight frame were a target he could never hide. He was the prodigy violinist, two years younger than his classmates, a ghost in their world of roaring football games and loud hallways. His only sanctuary was the music room, a place that felt miles away from the likes of Cory Huyssen, the sun-tanned captain of the football team who walked the halls as if he owned them.

Bennett had just reached his locker, daring to hope for an unscathed morning, when a large, heavy hand crashed down on his shoulder. The hope was shattered.

"What have we here?" a menacing voice drawled.

Bennett didn't need to turn around. He knew the script. He was about to play his part.

Unfortunately, this wasn't going to be one of those days, he thought humourlessly as a big hand came crashing down on his shoulder painfully.

The hand on his shoulder was like a brand, heavy and hot even through his shirt. Bennett's entire body went rigid, the frantic energy of the morning freezing into a block of solid dread in his gut. He didn't need to turn to know the voice that followed, a low, menacing drawl that was the soundtrack to his worst days.

"What have we here?"

Was it a universal law, Bennett wondered as he slowly turned, that every school had to have its own personal demigod of torment? Cory Huyssen stood there, his dark hair and eyes a stark contrast against sun-kissed skin, his wiry, muscular frame making Bennett feel like a sapling next to an oak. The cliché of it all would have been funny if it weren't so painfully real.

"It seems a fairy has come to visit our school again," Cory smirked, his voice dripping with a malevolence that was both practised and personal.

The words were a prelude, a familiar overture to a symphony of humiliation. Bennett's mind automatically supplied the next movements: the slurs—fag, queer boy—shouted for the whole hall to hear, the physical blow that would follow, the look of pure disgust that made him feel less than human. He braced himself, a part of him already folding inwards.

Then it came. Not a wild swing, but a precise, brutal punch to his solar plexus. All the air in Bennett's lungs vanished in a silent gasp. He doubled over, the world swimming as he fought for a breath that wouldn't come. Before he could recover, a hard shove sent him crashing back against the lockers. The metallic bang echoed in the sudden hush of the hall, a public period at the end of his sentence.

"FAG!" Cory's laughter was a weapon, sharp and mocking, as he sauntered away.

The pain was a layered thing. First, the physical fire in his gut and the throb in his back. Then, the hotter, sharper shame of the gathered audience—their taunting smirks and, worse, their pity. He couldn't bear either. Grabbing his bag and his violin case—miraculously safe—he kept his eyes locked on the scuffed linoleum, a map of all his failures. He'd only taken a few steps when a shoulder slammed him back into the lockers. Jake. Of course. The encore.

Some cosmic joke ensured he and Cory shared first-period English. It was the one place Cory pretended he didn't exist, a small, cruel mercy that made the hallway performances feel even more staged.

"Surprise quiz!" the substitute teacher, Mr Davies, his balding head gleaming under the fluorescent lights, announced as the class settled.

Bennett sank into his usual seat in the back, the ghost of Cory's fist still aching in his stomach. When the quiz landed on his desk, he groaned inwardly. The questions were juvenile, predictable. This was the boredom he was forced to endure, the petty hoop-jumping that stood between him and the university-level work that actually challenged his mind.

He finished in fifteen minutes, the answers flowing onto the page almost without thought. The quiz was a welcome distraction from the pain, a simple problem with clear solutions, unlike the tangled, hopeless problem of his own existence. He approached Mr Davies's desk, the weight of the classroom's attention—including, he felt sure, a pair of dark eyes from across the room—pressing down on him.

"Yes?" Mr Davies looked up, his expression mildly annoyed.

"I'm done," Bennett mumbled, placing the paper on the desk.

"You know there are still forty-five minutes left?" the teacher said, peering at him over his glasses. "Don't you want to take more time? Check your work?"

"No. I'm done." Bennett repeated, his gaze fixed on a fascinating scratch on the floor. Make me invisible, he pleaded silently. Just let me disappear.

Mr Davies sighed, a sound of profound weariness, and picked up the paper. Bennett watched as the teacher's eyes flicked down the page, then back to the top. His bushy eyebrows crept upwards, and his lips parted slightly. The annoyance on his face melted into pure, unadulterated shock.

"You... you finished all of this in fifteen minutes?" he asked, his voice hushed with incredulity.

Bennett nodded, his eyes still downcast. The teacher's surprise was a different kind of spotlight, just as uncomfortable as the bullies' taunts. It set him apart, marked him as other just as effectively.

"Well," Mr Davies said, the word a soft exhalation. "Then you may go, Mr Cane."

Bennett didn't wait. He was out of the door in a heartbeat, his footsteps a frantic rhythm carrying him toward his only refuge. The music room. He slipped inside, and as the door clicked shut, the cacophony of the school was severed, replaced by a silence that felt like a physical balm. This was his sanctuary.

His hands trembled slightly as he unbuckled the violin case, the memory of the morning's violence making the familiar ritual feel sacred. He lifted the instrument, his mother's sacrifice, and tucked it under his chin. As the first, rich note sang out, it was an exorcism. The pain in his stomach, the echo of the slurs, the teacher's bewildered stare—it all began to dissolve, replaced by the only thing that ever made sense. He closed his eyes, his body swaying as the music whirled around him, building a fortress of sound where nothing and no one could touch him. Here, he wasn't a victim or a prodigy. He was just the music.


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