Supernatural Oneshots

no time to die

you were my life, but life is far away from fair. 

"Was I stupid, Sam?" 

"What do you mean?" Sam asks me as he turns around to face me where I stand, my eyes red from crying and my voice nasally. 

Sam's eyes widen as he sees the state that I'm in. 

"Was I stupid to fall in love with someone, in this life?" I ask again as I approach Sam. 

I've been with these boys for about five years and they've seen all of my most recent relationship, Dean didn't approve, but he never does, and Sam was wary of me falling in love with a normal civilian.

"I don't think you were stupid, naïve, sure," Sam says as he grabs my arm and I fall into his chest and hug him tightly. 

"Was it obvious that, that was going to happen?" I ask into Sam's chest. 

Sam rests his head on mine for a minute and thinks.

"Uh, honestly?" 

I nod.

"Yes it was, Dean didn't trust him and well, you know how I felt," Sam replies and I back away, more tears escaping. 

Jack walks into the room with Cas and he sees me crying while talking to Sam, I feel his arms wrap around my shoulders from behind and I hug him back as best I can. 

"I should never have fallen in love with him, it was all a lie," I whisper as my voice cracks, screams threatening to escape.

"What happened?" Jack asks me.

"Y/N fell in love with a guy and he turned out to be a demon using her for information," Sam says as I turn around and hold Jack against my side.

"It's not as bad as other stuff I have been through but, I was lied to, Jack, I was lied to for three years, the brothers saw it happen and met him, he came here," I can feel myself breaking again as I explain what happened to the Nephilim. "I risked our lives Jack, all for my stupid heart to fall in love with this dude who didn't love me back."

Jack furrows his eyebrows as he processed what I said and I see his eyes darken, a different type of darken to what I've seen from him before, not anger, jealousy? No, it's a sort of anger, revenge? Protection? Pure red hot rage? Regardless of what it is Jack storms towards the stairs.

"Jack! Where are you going?" Cas shouts. 

Jack stops and turns to us, one foot on the stairwell as he looks me in the eye, "I'm going to kill him."

"Jack, honey, I killed him already," I say softly. 

Jack's eyes soften and he speeds towards me and engulfs me in a huge hug. 

"I'm so sorry, Y/N, I didn't realise," Jack whispers to me.

"Woah, what's going on here," Dean exclaims as he walks in and sees Jack hugging me. 

"Y/N just told him about the demon," Cas whispers to Dean.

Dean mouths oh shit to me as I nod, Jack and I stand there hugging each other for a few minutes, every so often I let out a soft sob as I realise that the family I needed was here and no where else. I can get everything I need from a relationship here, aside from sex but honestly sex toys are a better choice anyway. 

I pull away from Jack and see that he has tear streaks on his own cheeks, "I feel the pain you felt Y/N." 

I frown and kiss his cheek before walking towards the others and I let out a big sigh, "He's no longer my concern, sure his face will return to my life at some point but that's something I gotta handle myself, there's no time to die over a heartbreak like that." 

Cas grabs my shoulder and pulls me into his side as he holds me and Dean hands me a glass of whiskey which I scull instantly. 

"Let's get these sons of bitches dead," I clap and head over to Sam's laptop where he has a page open on weird demon killings around the country. 

I catch Jack and Cas smiling softly as they watch me work and I see Jack lean over to whisper something to Cas that I don't quite catch. 

"Is she always this resilient?"

"Yes, Yes she is Jack, it's something we could all learn from." 

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