The dorm felt more tense than the party, just when he had gotten back it felt like Jungkook couldn't stand it again
Couldn't stand him not talking
"Taehyung"
Jungkook told out, holding into the others arm tightly. His rough fingers on his skin as Taehyung didn't want to look up. To afraid to say anything as he only listened. Listened to the way the other's voice had became something he didn't recognize
Maybe he didn't want to, not now explain anything. Because he knew, even if he could. He wouldn't be able to say the words he wanted. Wouldn't be able to know what he wants to say.
Not after the thing that had hurted him the most wasn't losing his voice
"This is fucking stupid, say something"
The tattooed tried, the dimmed room washed over them as a shaked breath left Taehyungs lips upon that, his head turning to the side as Jungkook only came closer. Standing tall before him.
He didn't want to turn and look at him, stare at those dark eyes he had learned to never want to leave these past years he had spent with him
Even if he could, say anything. He wouldn't known what to say. Feeling the tears straggling his eyes when the other had continued.
"Why can't you just fucking speak for fuck sake"
He let out, his hands gripping tighter into the other's arm, a crease between his brows as he slowly had turned his head down.
Frustration paining his features as he didn't know, didn't understand why this had happened. What had happened.
"Why can't you just speak.."
Jungkook almost whispered, his arms letting go of the other's arm as he instead took a step back, his pained face burying themselves between his fingers
He couldn't stand it.
Couldn't stand seeing Taehyung this way, he never wanted to see him like that. Not since the day he met him. He could still hear his small voice reaching his ears back then. his name leaving the kids voice painted in his memory
Taehyung finally turned his head slowly towards the other, his teared gaze falling over the dark haired as he watched him, seated on the edge of the table as he had buried his head in his hands.
His arms tightened. A tear fell from Taehyungs eyes upon that, he didn't like this. He didn't want this.
He wanted to say his name, in a way he wanted the name of the other's to for once again leave his tounge. Because he didn't realize how much that word could mean for him to say.
The blonde slowly walked forward towards the tattooed, his body carefully getting fitted between the other's legs before he reached out his hands slowly.
Trembling against the air as he let them cover Jungkooks ears softly, didn't like to see him like this as the other tensed up upon that
His body frozen to the table, as the warmness from Taehyungs hands around his ears made him slowly lift up his face from between his hands
Their gazes meeting under the room as Jungkook watched the way the other's tearful eyes stared down at him, holding his warm fingers closer to his ears. Because that was the only way he knew how to comfort
"Fuck- fucking shit Taehyung"
Jungkook let out between his teeth, before a gasp almost left Taehyungs lips when he felt the other pulling him against his body, his strong arms circled around his middle
And he almost didn't know how to move when he felt the othersy head hitting his shoulder. Making his fingers against his ears slowly halting back. Didn't know, feel his heart beating against his chest as his widened state stayed like that. Only feeling the grip around his waist. And the closeness of their body's.
And maybe, if it had went by a second more, a while later he would have got it. His body would have got it. But it didn't take that while until he felt Jungkooks hands back away from him, the warmness around him disappear before he got up from the edge of the table suddenly
Once again, he could - knew the same sunken in his heart he had felt many times now. Maybe to many times now
Because he didn't get it. Didn't get anything that left the dark haireds mouth when he turned to leave the room, his hand running through his hair.
"I can't do this. I'm sorry"
When did he become familiar with facing the slamming door
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CIGS & TATTS | KOOKV
Fanfiction[JJK x KTH] Taehyung and Jungkook used to be best friends since their childhood. But one day when they grew older Jungkook started to turn into the popular kids, started to become one of the cool kids, and turned to those cigarettes and tattoos. But...
