CIGS & TATTS | KOOKV

Ch 30. Girls

Taehyung slowly halted in his steps, before he turned around confused. By the way someone's gracious hands had tapped his attention

Only to find someone he knew to well.

"So you're Taehyung.."

Taehyung eyes traveled to the girl before him. She was just as tremendously pretty up close.

And he knew her to well, the way her gripping figure was always stuck to Jungkook's side

He had seen her, many times with the dark haired. And every time it would still trace into breaking something in him

"Hm, you're pretty that must be why"

She told. It seemed like the girl before him was in her own time of words, trading in her own conversation as she only looked him down from head to toe,

intimidating stare with the hint of something Taehyung was clutching to get in her eyes as she kept staring at him

And Taehyung only stood confused. Finding it suddenly hard to stabilize his own weight against the floor as he only kept still. Nor nodding or shaking his head for answer

Only seeking to clutch into the notebook Jungkook gave him unconsciously

"Right, you don't talk. Oh well, you don't need to speak. I was just going to tell you something then leave"

Her tone sounded almost bitter to the stiffened air. And he found himself scared, feared of what she was about to say.

What did she have to tell him?

So even if he could. Even if he had the ability to write down an answer. And to give her any type of singular answer. He still didn't.

He couldn't, not when he couldn't find his own words to speak at the back of his own running thoughts as she kept trading closer to him. The retaliated look in her eyes almost already telling him everything she wanted to say.

And it scared him. In a way he didn't know he could be. He was scared of the next words. And he pauses, almost in realization.

"I'm guessing you haven't slept with him yet"

She started, already making her own assumption. Taehyung gulpjng down a dry breath he didn't know he was holding. His gaze not daring to leave his side. And her words weight down like bricks attached to his mind

Why was she telling me this

His thoughts were already running wild, and all his nerve's are still running - caught breath before he finally met her sharp gaze.

"Because you know, Jungkook never sleeps with a person twice"

The words left her mouth so easily, her tongue telling them so tremendously against his own ears to catcg. And she could walk away, her footsteps ringing in the air so easily as she walked away after the words hanged left in his inhaled air. The one he tried to grasp

And they come out, as the obvious. As if Taehyung already should know this.

That every individual breathing should know that. Should know what she told as she just, once again stated the obvious. As it was the basic fact you can just search up against your own overthinking, just to drape your fingers on the keyboards.

But he didn't.

Taehyung didn't know. And he didn't know how to breath anymore, didn't feel his grasping heart on his inside as he tried, tried to understand

Once again, he doesn't understand.

He doesn't understand her words, he doesn't understand his own way of thinking, and why she talked to him, why she was telling him this

And he doesn't understand Jungkook.

From all the years he had grasped Jungkook in his small hands, heard Jungkooks's burning voice, his unkept secrets his laughs and smiles and his endless warmth

Years and years he had known him the best.

But in the end - he loses touch. And he understands again. That he doesn't know anything anymore about Jungkook

He doesn't understand the cigarettes and he doesn't understand the tattoos. But most of all he doesn't get why his heart could beat and break because of him in a second

And for the first time, he didn't want to see him as her words crept like a bonfire on his eyes
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