Heartbreak

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Author's Note: Hello 👋 I've decided to finally get around to finishing this fic.  Not sure exactly how long it'll take me or if updates will be regular but I don't want to abandon it completely since I know how many of you love this story!

I have another AM/reader fic called Behind Closed Doors that I'm really proud of so far and will have a similar vibe to this. If you enjoy this story, please check out the first few chapters of that one!

Hope you guys like the update! I enjoy reading all of your comments 🤝

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Cw: mentions of abuse

A plume of smoke enveloped you as Toshi changed, his body limp as it sunk down into yours. He was defeated. This was going to be a conversation for another day. You felt trapped. You knew your relationship wouldn't be easy. The age gap and professional distance was enough of a struggle, but All Might was borderline abusive.

First it was emotional. His mood swings gave you whiplash. And now -- now it was physical. All Might could easily, with the snap of a finger, turn you into nothing if an argument got out of hand. But here you were, trying to fix the number one hero's internal complex, all while being pinned beneath his hips.

As you studied his face, you could tell he was struggling with what to say. Whatever he did next would determine the future of your relationship. With his track record, you were expecting him to stand up and leave but he didn't. He laid there silently forcing himself to stay buff -- to not succumb to the stress he was putting on his body.

"Fuck, Toshi. Fucking change!" You yelled at him. You were fed up with his stubbornness. 

"No!" He yelled back. His anger rippled through you like a bullet.

"Please, for me."

"No, (y/n)!"

"What the fuck is wrong with you right now?!" You were on the verge of tears. You wanted to run away and hide but his unmoving body kept you still in place.

"What isn't?" He argued, pushing himself off of you. All Might stood up and began putting his suit back on. "You said it yourself. You know my skinny form is weak. Don't try to humor me by saying you love me like that."

All Might coughed again, even more blood spilled from the corner of his mouth before he wiped it away with the back of his hand. There was no holding them back anymore. Silent tears streamed down your face. You regretted calling it his weak form. It was completely out of spite. Even so, this wasn't fair to you.

"I didn't mean it Toshi," you replied. "I was just frustrated. It's hard not being able to do normal couple things with my boyf--"

"I see how you look at me differently when I'm skinny. You don't have to pretend like you're attracted to me like that. I know you're not," he yelled. There was no way on earth he actually thought that. It was simply just an excuse. He wanted to get away.  It was the only thing that made sense.

"That's not fucking true! So, what now? You're just going to leave?" You were mere seconds away from having a mental breakdown. You desperately wanted him to comfort you. Being in his arms was the only thing that made you feel safe and he simply stood there like a perfect stranger.

"I need to be alone right now," he said angrily, zipping up the costume. It was enough to make you hysterical.

"You're just gonna leave me after all of that? Spend weeks leading me on to leave after taking my fucking innocence? What, am I not pure enough for you anymore? Is that it?" You let it all spill out. You needed to let him know that he was wrecking you emotionally. "I'm so fucking happy you got what you needed out of me to just fucking flip the switch and just casually walk out of my life. Really makes me feel like a million bucks. Thanks for lying through your teeth and telling me all the things I needed to hear just so I would sleep with you."

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