Submissive Desires

Sixteen

"Sy..."

"We don't have to talk about it," she said. She was helping me to the kitchen because my joints were so messed up that walking alone was scary.

"We kind of do." I winced. "That was very kind of you, last night."

"And a little bit creepy. I know you didn't want to be watched."

"Honestly I pretty much forgot you were there. And you were watching over me. Once I was tied up that was kind of comforting. As much as anything could be."

"He pushed you deep. Are you ok?"

"Uh... other than the begging, and hearing voices, and not knowing how many times I came, yeah. I... it's... ok, Sy. It's a little awkward that you saw it all, maybe more than a little awkward, but I'm grateful as well as embarrassed. After all I didn't ask you to leave."

"I probably should have, once I saw that Stefan was being, well, aggressive but not unreasonable. I shouldn't have stayed."

"Because you got very turned on and that's creepy when a roommate is involved," I said, quietly.

"Well... yes. I knew I'd be affected by it. But honestly the way he took over was hot, very hot. I woke Andrei up and begged him for permission to get off."

"Don't worry, I was too sound asleep to hear it."

"There was little to hear. He made me use a vibrator and then told me if I wanted to get off, it would have to be with you watching. Fair is fair, he said. I declined. And now my hands are shaking, hours later. Andrei can't be out here for three more weeks. When he gets here I think I will give you movie money and he and I will borrow that bed."

"Also slightly creepy."

"I'll wash the sheets."

"Yes you will. Um... Sy. This is becoming..."

"Yes it is."

"We need a pinky promise. Or something. We going to see things, the guys are very... open about their sexuality. We have to learn to not care what the other sees. I mean I know you're good at that, so I guess I mean me."

She shook her head. "I have become very open, yes. But in front of a roommate is different. I mean last night I had to confront the fact that my roommate's boyfriend was hot. It's hard not to notice when he's naked. That's awkward even if I wasn't engaged. And you probably feel the same about Andrei."

"There's nothing wrong with how he seems to be put together. Ok, so part one of the pinky swear is, we don't do the My Roommate Thinks My Guy Is Hot And Now She Must Die thing. And part two is I Will Admit That The Noises From Her Room Are Hot and I Will Feel No Embarrassment?"

"Part two is tougher. But yes. Pinky swear, then?"

We linked pinkies, shook and pulled apart.

"This is still all your fault."

"Is this a bad time to mention that your bedroom door just opened?"

"He can't want more. I can't even walk."

"You still have so much to learn," she said, softly.