JUST AN EXPERIMENT

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I sometimes have to pinch myself and realise that we're not dating, you're just experimenting

I'm your experiment,

mix

and brew these chemicals,

tease me with your mind

when I give you head more than a beautician,

I'm your experiment

give me a rating

cause when I want to rate us

I hear my heart beat racing

and I say "calm down dear

you have lots of love don't waste it

cause he's straight

but his points not forward

cause he's experimenting."

at some point I lay on his chest

and he plays with my non existent hair

Ari Lennox fills the air

as thoughts are thrown around aimlessly

sloppy sex had a few minutes ago,

sweat mixed with his cologne smells like

Hennessy

maybe I'm already drunk

cause i had a sip

of his lips

maybe I'm high cause our breathes had intertwined

or maybe I'm in a state some where in this chemistry

maybe he loves me

or maybe I'm just an experiment

day 33 of being a test subject

can't say I hate it.

maybe this will pan out some more

maybe he'll venture into deeper curves than my body

maybe he'll discover the thick layers underneath my brown skin

maybe he'll expose me and tell me that this isn't real,

don't love me no

no

no

don't even think of it

I will break your heart and leave you in pieces

I'm picking up signals

transmitted by your heart but I wont listen

cause to me

you're just an experiment.

just an experiment.

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