I sometimes have to pinch myself and realise that we're not dating, you're just experimentingI'm your experiment,
mix
and brew these chemicals,
tease me with your mind
when I give you head more than a beautician,
I'm your experiment
give me a rating
cause when I want to rate us
I hear my heart beat racing
and I say "calm down dear
you have lots of love don't waste it
cause he's straight
but his points not forward
cause he's experimenting."
at some point I lay on his chest
and he plays with my non existent hair
Ari Lennox fills the air
as thoughts are thrown around aimlessly
sloppy sex had a few minutes ago,
sweat mixed with his cologne smells like
Hennessy
maybe I'm already drunk
cause i had a sip
of his lips
maybe I'm high cause our breathes had intertwined
or maybe I'm in a state some where in this chemistry
maybe he loves me
or maybe I'm just an experiment
day 33 of being a test subject
can't say I hate it.
maybe this will pan out some more
maybe he'll venture into deeper curves than my body
maybe he'll discover the thick layers underneath my brown skin
maybe he'll expose me and tell me that this isn't real,
don't love me no
no
no
don't even think of it
I will break your heart and leave you in pieces
I'm picking up signals
transmitted by your heart but I wont listen
cause to me
you're just an experiment.
just an experiment.
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