Secrets inside my heart

Chapter 3: It's too much

I was awaken by the sound of swans, I looked around where I was, oh yeah. It's Wednesday and I had gotten into a big fight with my cousin and I had ran away from home last night, I couldn't remember much but I guess I slept in some kind of cementary? Ok.

~flashback~

I stood in the shower letting the water run all over me, it's nice being in the shower, just a little piece and quiet alone time to you and your naked self.

"Johnnie hurry up or I'm coming in and impaling you with a ice bucket!" Jason yelled, I sighed and ignored him and continued to enjoy the water.

"I'm not kidding!" he mocked.

"Get out and leave me alone!" I shouted. I heard the bathroom door and he really wasn't kidding. It wasn't seconds before I felt freezing shards of ice pelt into my skin and I screamed like a girl. I hugged my knees sitting on the shower floor, tears were streaming down my face. My cousin slammed the door open and laughed at me.

Once he had left the restroom I realized he took all my clothes. Great. I'll be wandering around my crushes house in only a towel. once I snuggled into it, standing there a few minutes I wrapped it around me and peeked my head outside the door making, sure it was clear. I snuck out into the hall way but I bumped into Kyle and fell over on him, this is fucking awkward.

"Um, watching where your going, and fucking put clothes on." He muttered, I just blushed in embarrassment.

"Also get off me, this is weird." i was scared to get up, the fact I had my naked body over Kyle, oh god this is embarrassing.

"I-I'm sorry..." I stuttered, he rolled his eyes at me.

"Whatever, just get off!" he demanded, getting a little annoyed. I quickly got up, firmly gripping the towel around my waist. I noticed I wasn't wearing any bracelets. I quickly wrapped it around my shoulders to covering down to at least my thighs.

"Why didn't you just come out of the shower with clothes if you're self conscious about your body or whatever?" he asked looking straight at me, my mind started to think he was checking me out, but I snapped that feeling away quickly. Well cause one; I'm ugly, and not hot or attractive in anyway way; and I'm kinda covered with a towel, so there's nothing for him to "check out" anyway.

"Cause Jason took my clothes, and...never mind you don't care," I said looking down biting my lip hoping he'd just shrug and walk off like always. Nope, he just stood there looking at me.

"Hey dawg, don't get the message incorrectly or be so hard on yourself I was just curious." he said innocently, I looked up at him.

"Can we drop this?" I asked quietly. He just sighed and shrugged and I immediately walked off, I could feel him still watching me so I paced my speed and quickly ran up the stairs. As soon as I got in my room I dressed myself and sat on my bed and cried. Jason would never quit being the asshole he was, and Kyle. Kyle didn't really care either, although something tells me he does but I'm not keeping that hope up.

"I gotta get out of this house for a little." I muttered through sobs, I got my peace tea that I was drinking and snuck out the window, it was dark now, I don't know where I was headed, or where I was gonna go, but I just walked until I got tired.

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I was almost home now and I ran into Damon, he looked like he was walking to school considering her had his backpack on.

"Johnnie?" he questioned.

"What are you doing, you look like you slept in a cemetery!" he added.

"I kind of did... I ran away from home." I said looking down.

"Aww Johnnie! You want me to walk you back and you can talk to me about it, I'll skip school with you if you want, if you were going to or even if you want to." he asked, I guess hanging with Damon would mean no harm, but it's kyles house so it wouldn't be aloud no matter what.

"Kyle wouldn't like that." I mumbled.

"Kyle? why would he care?" Damon asked.

"I uh, I kinda live with him, me and my cousin Jason." I said, not making any eye contact.

"What's going on here?" Kyle came walking up, he seemed mad and I think I'm in trouble.

"Ugh I'm talking to Johnnie, don't ruin it." Damon demanded

"Don't talk to him! What did I say Johnnie!" Kyle was getting mad.

"Y-you'd kick me out..." Damon looked at me then back at Kyle.

"Kyle why would you kick him out for talking to someone who at least gives him some attention!" he looked back at me, "If he kicks you out you're welcome to stay with me." he said sweetly, I just kinda smiled. I really liked Kyle, and I liked the idea of living with my crush but I've got to admit I'm pretty miserable there, Damon seems like a much non-reckless person to live with.

"No!" Kyle cried, "You're coming home with me right now!" he said treating me like a five year old, I didn't move or say anything. Kyle made a grunting noise and quickly slapped me then got really shocked at his action. I looked him straight in the eyes as tears ran down my face.

"Kyle!" Damon yelled in anger, this was about to get uglier.

**this is sort of a long chapter, srry for a cliffhanger ish but I'll be writing more soon, I have a lot of reads compared to what I used to get and thanks for reading and enjoying the story. have a good day!