Secrets inside my heart

Chapter 8: I've got you

Kyles POV.

Austin was here and I couldn't let him see Johnnie.

"Hide Johnnie, it's for your own good." I looked at Johnnie, fear was in his eyes and he couldn't move.

"Hey man open up!" The voice didn't sound like Austin that much anymore, I was confused.

"Johnnie?" I looked at him and he was still frozen in place and he was starting to shake.

"I'm here to pick up Johnnie and I was told he was in here." The other voice said. He looked up at me with fear and started crying. He started shaking his head and pulling at his hair.

"Open up! I want my son!" The other voice said, Johnnie just shook his head more. I had put the puzzle together that this was his dad and for some reason Johnnie was afraid of him. Johnnie ran over to the door, unlocking it, and before I could stop him he started attacking his father.

"Johnnie stop!" I yelled out. I went and pulled him off, struggling to get him into my grip.

"Johnnie what the hell? That's no way you treat me!" His father yelled.

"Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you fuck you fuck you! I hate you and I'm never going back to you!" Johnnie was screaming and by the looks of it he was probably gonna have a heart attack or something soon. His dad just stood there coldly looking at Johnnie then me,
I could see the rage filled in his eyes.

"Common fucking come after me! Let's show everyone how much of a fucking horrible bitch you are." I didn't know what Johnnie meant by everyone but I could see Julien, his girlfriend Jenna and their other friend Anthony with his girlfriend Roxie coming and watching.They all looked shocked. Johnnie's dad didn't notice though. He looked up at me and raised his fist punching me right in the face, I stumbled back and I could hear Julien getting pissed.

"Oh my god!" Jenna shrieked.

"Fucking hit me common!" Johnnie yelled. He was screaming and pounding his hands on the floor.

"Johnnie stop!" Julien yelled, but it was too late, Johnnie's dad had Johnnie pinned to the ground and punching him wherever it was effective.

"Anthony take Jenna and Roxie out of here, I don't need them getting hurt!" Anthony nodded shooshing the girls downstairs. Julien pulled Johnnie's dad off of Johnnie and knocked him out cold.

"Kyle you in good condition? Nothing broken?" Julien asked, I shook my head.

"My cheek just hurts, I kinda dodged it just a little so he didn't get me that bad." I said, Julien nodded and looked over at Johnnie who looked seriously beaten.

"Johnnie c'mere" He said, Johnnie weakly got up and went over to him, there was blood all over his face and even coming out of his mouth.

"You're beaten bad." Julien sighed.

"I want him fucking dead." Johnnie said coldly.

"Johnnie you can't. You'll go to jail." I said, he shot his head to me, there was no emotion in his face and it was starting to scare me.

"I want him fucking dead." He said this time looking like he wanted to murder someone.

"Johnnie..." I looked at him and he just looked at me coldly before falling on his back and curling in a ball crying. I went over to him and stroked his cheek running my hand through his hair.

"Should we take him to the hospital?" I asked Julien. Johnnie crawled into my lap trying to get whatever comfort he could, I just held him close as he cried.

"I don't know, probably, he hit him in the stomach pretty good."

"No!" Johnnie shouted. I looked down at him.

"You might be hurt." I told him. He shook his head.

"I'm never going to that hospital again." He said with no emotion. Again?

"What do you mean again?" Johnnie just started crying again, his dad started waking up and Johnnie this time instead of being angry he got scared. He held onto me tightly trying to hide himself into me. He even tried sticking his head up my shirt but I didn't let him because there's scars up there he or no one should see.

"You. Get out of my house now. You're not even Johnnie's father. And if he doesn't want anything to do with you then he doesn't have to even look at you." Julien said angrily gripping Johnnie's dad, well, stepdad's shirt.

"Now!" And with an instant his dad turned to me and Johnnie giving bitter looks then walked right out of the house. Now it left me wondering what happened to his real dad?

"I hate him." Johnnie mumbled holding onto me for dear life.

"Don't let me go." He also added in, I wasn't planning on it.

"Take me to your room and tell me what happened please." He nodded and I picked him up bridal style, I looked at him and his face was all bloody and he looked a mess so I decided I'd go and get him cleaned up.

I washed his face as he sat on the counter. He wasn't damaged that bad, just a cut on his lip and a bruise here and there on his eye and cheek. He pulled me in and hugged me tightly and I hugged him back. That's pretty much how we stayed for ten minutes until there was a knock on the door. I pulled away and opened it.

"Sorry if I'm interrupting anything." Julien joked and smiled at Johnnie and I.

"It's okay. Just hugging." He nodded, not really believing me though.

"You okay Johnnie?" Julien asked, Johnnie just had his eyes fixated on the floor and nodded.

"If you guys need anything come ask me." Julien said before walking out, Johnnie waited for him to leave before he spoke.

"How come you've hated me and now you're nurturing me and you kissed me and protected me sort of?" I just looked at the floor.

"Because." He hopped off the counter and stood right in front of me.

"Because why?" A tear rolled down my cheek and I looked up at him and he looked a little confused.

"Come to my room." He said, well, demanded practically. So I did what I was told and followed him to his room.

Once we were finally in his room he sat on his bed and I sat across from him.

"So tell me." I looked up at him then at the floor. I really didn't like thinking about this but I guess Johnnie had to know.

"O-okay. Well, when I was younger m-my parents d-died in a car crash. They were the only source of happiness I had as a kid, at least my mom was. And when they d-died I got depressed. I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't go to any sporting thing I did, I wouldn't do anything. I became emotionless and when I was 13 I got sent to rehab to recover. Then I got stepparents and they beat me and Julien and once Julien was 18 we left that house and moved here and I'm just emotionless. I hate everything." I wiped tears choking up on the last words. He leaped forward and hugged me tightly and I hugged back. We just sat there holding each other for, I didn't keep track of time.

****sowwwwy I haven't updated I've been doing stuffs and sorry this chapter sucks I have writers block. but enjoy it it's sort of short but oh well haha